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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
im hurt badly this time. had a great fall and the world seemingly crushed down on me.
the new year's resolution and christmas wishes which i wrote on those balls at esplanade will not come true for sure. yes, i knew the outcome even before they are being thrown into the sea and leave to god to handle all the wishes. well, i think i better just treat it as a drawing session 'cause none's ever going to happen.
i had a great blow and whenever i thought that i've gotten over it, i just didn't. when it comes to emotions, im a dumb ass who can't even control my own feelings. there are many things i wish i didnt give in too much of my emotions, but in the end i gave in way too much.
hmm..i may leave at any moment as nothing's holding me back. see how it goes.




WAKEY WAKEY!









we avoided eye contact. we pretended not to see each other.
it wouldnt make any difference if i was not there.

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