"wake me up when september ends"
'cause
im embracing the month of october akin a mother welcoming the birth of her child.
dont ask me why.
its the same reason.
we gonna meet again!
*wheeeee :D*

good nite.

just now i lost to a caucasian guy who walked faster than me.
must be his long limbs.
*rolls eyes*
im like the "lao ye" car trying to catch up with a F1 sportscar.

-250909-0156

Hi..it's me again.
me,my lappie,my earphones,my facebook,my songs and my blog.

i had a long sleep today.
damn shiok and refreshing manz!
hehehehehe.
it's even better if it was coupled with a sweet dream
and yes it did happen!!!!

i dreamt that i was working as usual in the shop one afternoon.
just then i received a call.
hehe guess who?
notti rang me up and told me that he was somewhere at bugis and this was a surprise visit.
so i told gary that i need to leave the shop for awhile
and as i stepped out of the shop, notti was right there in front of me!
:) awww.....my heart's gonna melt like lemondrops.

ok.back to reality.
sylvia is a dreamer who likes to paint picturesque fairytale scenes in her own world.
hehehe :p
you know, the kind of superhero ability that i always wished to have is flying.
now, second to flying, i wish that i can just make a person appear with a snap of my finger.
if david copperfield does this, he shall be a legend.
muahahahahahah.

he's online now:)
bye!

-210909-0143

i rarely have a time-off on weekends but this time round i gonna have a superduper long weekend.
(people, envy me please!!! haha)

if you ask me what programs are showing on tv right now,
im sorry to say that im no longer the tv guide nowadys.
what's hip and upcoming in the showbiz can barely connect to my world.
hehe.
so i randomly tuned in to channel 8 at 9pm and chanced upon this variety show called "阿贤人情味"
it featured tanjung sepat in this last episode with the local exotic flavours of food and life.

hehehehe..i was particularly INTERESTED in the 梅菜包(preserved vege bun).
wonder how it really taste like munching vege together with flour.
*slurps*
someone bring me there please!!!
i will definitely try out ALL the reputable assorted 三咸三甜 buns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-200909-0019

ok..share with you guys this one nice meaningful song from katy perry.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on where do I go
I guess second best is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay




i dont strive perfection only because im a virgoian.
but you see, other things pale in comparison once you've met the best (self-acclaimed).
so, how can i make do with a single imperfection?
its pretty difficult to find someone like notti nowadays.
thoughts and misses of him still encroach my mind like a silent killer.
if...
if only he could stay longer than a night and morning.
.........................

-190909-2329

i remember that during my early secondary school days, we are required to hand in a so-called journal book on the following monday.
it is supposed to be a book where we pen down our thoughts and reflections, but i always have an issue of finding what to write.
gradually, it became a hassle which added on to my existing homework.
just that now, blog and journal serve the same purpose.

yea.
im so going to pen down my reflection here.

sometimes i do not understand myself, or perhaps i always do.
i lost my direction in life and i have doubts about my character.
i always knew that we must cherish the people whom we treasure in our heart.
but i find it hard to realise it.
and subconsciously my actions hurt people in one way or another.
whats wrong with me ah?
at one glance, i may be the sweet and friendly girl.
but im afraid that when time reveals the ugly me, people regret knowing me.
i cannot help it either.
is there a way to reform myself?

perhaps im too used to being alone,
thus building a social circle or not does not pose a problem to me.
friendship is a blessing but i think i can do without it.
thats not true right?!
i know.
we all need friends!
yet through the lonely times, i blame myself for being a boring person.
i dont want to see pity in people's eyes.
i dont like to pity myself too.
seriously, i dread this boring life as much as how i hate to open my eyes in the early morning.
i guess its time to have a round of drinks again.

i think i dont have the right to demand my future bf to give me creative surprises every day, coz they can also pick out my weakness.
its no wonder r/s dont last.

how am i feeling right now?
bored, regret, confused.
it must be a retribution for treating those people i know as strangers.
now i reap what i sow.

-150909-2357

alright..i was slightly disappointed.
if i hear the word "ok", i would have gotten online to book an air ticket immediately.

be positive, girl.
this time cannot, next time lo.


-150909-1329

haiz. i shouldn't have rejected the idea of a mooncake.
thinking back, it's also a cake.
its just that the sweetness is wrapped up in a different skin.

actually, i was just about to begin my whining while waiting too long for his so-called special gift.
hehe..
then suddenly received his sms and saw him online.
what a perfect sequelae.
LOL.
last year he was the first.
this year he was the last to wish me happy birthday.
u bet. i'd sure remember this person. <3

time passed really quickly.
this important day happened once in a year, yet it ended just as swift as dusk transcends to dawn before i ever realise it.
am i slowly being swallowed into a never-to-return timezone?
hey, i believe the 2012 thingy that he mentioned.

anyway, my bday is officially over.
but the smile i bring to sleep shall brighten up the night.

-120909-0021

if today is the end of the world, we will kiss til we both vanish.

-080909-2335

heard this from notti's lappie and drowned in the lovely melody almost instantly.
no, i don't mean faye wong's version.
i think khalil fong accentuated the taste of melancholy better.

还没好好的感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖 会更明白
什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后
学会珍惜 天长和地久

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你剥红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白 相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受
醒着亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求
孤独的自由

-070909-1834

i seriously do not like the feeling of sending people off at the airport.
but this time round i chose to coz i wanted to catch the very last glimpse of him.
time was awfully short,
for us.
how nice if that sunday did not coincide with the roadshow.
i would have taken off on that day to spend time with him.
nostalgia. i was really 依依不舍 at the departure gate.
that one last hug was a bittersweet farewell.
i doubt he will come over again though he promised to.

i promise that i will never forget the night on 6 september 2009 and the morning on 7 september 2009.
HELLA NO!
someone deliberately extended one day stay here to give me the best bday pressie! it was not spent on material wealth, but rather a soul-to-soul, heart-to-heart connection.
and somehow or another, i was bundled up with this virtual commitment.

i dragged a heavy heart all the way to bugis to run errands for my bro.
bye notti~

i just hope that time could stood still for two persons who rarely have time.

-070909-1809

saw my kindergarten principal,mr kam's face in the papers.
it was ominous. he has passed away.
kinda sad 'cause he was the first principal in my life ever since i entered school.
rest in peace,mr kam.
may lord bring you home.

hais. another sad story of the day.
thought there is already a thing that i can be happy about and that i could end the day just like this.
i was happily grinning inside my heart and was so hyper about sunday's affair, but i least expected my dad to ask me whether or not i still remember this elderly in the orbituary column.
:(


today ah...............
what took place?
shaun chen came to our outlet. he looked so formal which i kinda could not get used to seeing.
haha..extremely different from his appearances in the screen and the last time we met in JP.

nevermind.
notti is the most important person in my mind right now.
sunday. yes sunday.
i dont wanna get any disappointment this time round, not again.
hope his apology was genuine.

-040909-0038

HATES!
-LIZARDS
-players
-unreasonable toots
-almond
-going for morning class
-being treated as transparent

LOVES <3
-baking
-cosmetics
-boozing (w/o getting a heavy head!)
-people who dote on me
-acts of service

Not looking anymore other than a stupid notti.

hey, if you know me well enough, i bet you'd LOVE ME!