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the.girl
Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.
Screams
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
KARMAyes..now im not getting the calls. retribution manz! i learnt to be good to people, so i can deserve their love in return:) but some people are.............................they dont deserve my love. i envy my friend for having such a memorable 19th birthday, i suppose, when the whole class threw a party for her at liquid kitchen. the dim-lighted ambience with a soapy aroma and with the background playing soft ballads.... and the CAKE! what a surprise! my birthday has never been as exciting as this and im hoping for one... some may say that birthday is just another ordinary day to pass by and i foolishly stick to this excuse 'cause i have no one to celebrate with me.. but deep down, i have this burning urge to shout aloud.. WHEN CAN MY BIRTHDAY REACH ITS CLIMAX? WHAT HAPPEN TO MY FRIENDS? AM I SO DETESTABLE THAT I DONT DESERVE TO HAVE ANY FRIENDS? hello, i would still uphold the tradition thinking that birthdays are real special days! well, apart from this, i enjoy making my friends' birthdays special. card, present or even just a simple meal...i find that it covers the significance of the day pretty well. what would you think? as i sat at one corner at the bar, i stare at the commotion. i stare at the birthday girl. awwww..what a night! she had the best of both worlds manz! friends and guy. i reflect on what person i've been all these years.. looking at how her friends flustered, just wanting her to get the biggest surprise of the night, i joined in too, but with a heavy heart. smiled, but with an unnatural stretch on the lips.. so while admiring the network of bright lights hanging outside the window planes, a lychee martini calmed my disturbed mind. and a round of shooters which failed to numb my nerves. SURPRISE only happens when others put in their souls into it, just for us..................................... -230208-2331 Wednesday, February 13, 2008
just the orientation week is already a killer by itself.wonder when we're getting the exhaustion syndrome.. imagine a sleepyhead like me gotta reach school at 8.30am every morning for 1 full month.. hahahaha..enjoyed mr sean lee's briefing today.. yesterday he looked so alike as 潘裕文 in casual wear and with his specs!! should be enjoying future clinic sessions with him.. and he accidentally typed his ic number in front of us today.. straight away, the girls were doing mental sum to come up with a right guess of his age.. he's 32 this year! peter pan!!!!! my idol!!!! but sadly, the rest said that mr sean doesnt look like him:( -130208-0143 Friday, February 08, 2008
what are true friends?i do not mean that true friends will stay by us forever but at least now, for the time being. they are the ones, though you may not have seen them for a long time, still will ask about you. to me, this really warms my heart... thanks gary:) a boss will always care for his assistant..right? hahaaha...come and visit me if you drop by:) -080208-0109 Wednesday, February 06, 2008
you're finally back!bet you've enjoyed your trip alot. if 15th is not your recording, i would have celebrated your birthday with you :) i admit i was naughty. i perhaps shouldn't have given corey false hope.. it was my mistake lah..for him to create interest in me.. now..how i wish i can dodge his request of having a date with me. i had successfully dodged one, what about the next? he smsed me but i occasionally replied. he called me but i let it missed. this is guilt. only unless the one is notti, im not having a date with other boy. officially i announce here: im single, but unavailable. hmmm..how to tell corey about this? like a dodgeball, how i wish i can siam him. -060208-0115
NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit manz! everything's so close and choked up. previously was the exams, now the upcoming thing is ITP. how come they are so close to CNY??? totally lost the mood to be happy liao sia.... so rushing..and it seems that chores are neverending.. PLUS....cannot dye my hair. cannot keep long nails. cannot paint my nails! what's this manzz......!!!!! finally finished spring cleaning.. and my light needs to be changed. good good....when cny is over, i can have bright light again! helped ah ma skin the potatoes just now..... not bad sia!! hahahahaaa..... i hope to get more working clothes. but they are so damn expensive!!!!!! fuck sia... which to sacrifice? money or fashion? if clothes are free in this world.......................................................~~~~~ -060208-0102 |
