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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, August 21, 2011
对于一个夜猫来说，叫她一早起来真的是强人所难，也是几乎根本不会发生的事。
不过就连自己都感到惊讶的是，我今早在7am就已经起个大清早了。
嘻嘻。。。。。。
通常在这个时候的我都还在睡梦里呢。。
奇怪，不知道为什么，我现在可觉得无比清醒，精神充沛！

黎明的景色迷人，令我在陶醉美景其中也启发了一些感想。
以前当我在就读中学的时候，也会在这种时间醒来。
可是当时的我根本没去发觉天空的颜色竟有多美。
我想，这有可能是心态的问题吧。。。
以前的我其实很讨厌上学，所以对任何人，事，物都抱着埋怨。
更何况是抬头望着天空欣赏它的美，哈哈哈。。别想了！
可是现在当我偶尔做一些平时少做的事，我才突发奇想，渐渐用心去体会一切事物。

当我望出窗外的时候，天空是紫蓝色的。
小鸟归于天空的怀抱，以音乐般的叫声开始为星期天的早晨打头阵。
奇怪呢。。我以为大家不像我一样，一定还在床上发美梦。
不过，马路上的确出现了几个人影。
女佣赶着为主人一家大小买早餐。。。
几个aunty成群结队穿着绿色上衣和运动鞋，应该是去晨运。。。
两个男人在亭子里，好像在等人。。。
巴士里有些许的乘客，也不知道他们一大清早要去哪里。。。

ok 。。深呼吸。。。。
哇。。。。空气好新鲜哦！！！！！！
感觉空气是零污染的。。。令我整个人心旷神怡！
嗯。。星期天就要开始了。
大家准备好了吗？

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Monday, August 01, 2011
thought you would seize the chance to meet me in jb, just like how i seize every possible opportunity to see you.
but still, you replied me in a nice way even though it was an obvious rejection.
i know that i shouldn't harbour too much hope that you will accede to my request, but subconsciously i am always praying for miracle.
'cause i believe in that slim chance of success only if im proactive.

tell me, am i wrong?

i thought with this 1 month of break, i can buy an air ticket to kl (alone) and meet you there.
i thought of going over to your workshop and get a haircut by you.
well, it failed.
then i thought of meeting you instead at jb.
again, it failed.

both plans failed TERRIBLY....:(
and MISERABLY...:(

how come you dont get that kind of feeling of wanting to meet me desperately?
do you know i always do?

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