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the.girl
Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.
Screams
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
okok..this gonna be a long post..so just bear with me huh..too many things have happened and its time i vent all my anger.happy and those not-so-happy stuff happened.according to my style,i shall write about those shit first..good things shall be reserved to be only mentioned in the last part. UNDESIRABLE what the hell actually happened to my clique?its broken now.what exactly cause this to happen?can you guys let me have an idea of what actually broke the friendship?who has done wrong?you or me?hey,i feel sucky you know?the feeling is like all of a sudden the world is crumbled to pieces and im still the ignorant one,not aware of what's happening and was stunned by the aftermath.i was hurt.did you guys know that?you all could jolly well form another clique and it seems to me that your new-formed clique is doing very well..what about us?mine is broken..should i feel envious or jealous?sometimes to a certain point,i admit that i do hate you all.what the hell..you know that you cant pass a sentence without substantial evidence,do ya?i felt left out,i surely do.whenever i see you in your new clique,i was wondering why i suddenly became invisible.its really hard for me to blend into your conversations.why?????simply because we do not have any common topic anymore..heck with those girly stuff you talk about.is it that you can only talk about all these among your clique?if i tell you i have something to share,will you even pause for a moment to realise im there,and listen to what ive got to say?c'mon..you all are ignoring my presence.i do my best to be the one who takes initiative to start a topic to get everyone engaged into a conversation and creates more unity among us.i do get tired...do you all even see my effort?sometimes i felt like im a fool.a doggy who tags behind you all.i wanna feel a sense of belonging and i believe that no matter which group one belongs to,we still belong to 02.we are still a class afterall.i mean..ya..we are definitely not enemies but the problem now is that i feel that my presence is not being felt and as though it doesnt matter whether im present or not.it doesnt make any difference huh?i felt dumb having to tag behind your clique,feeling useless that i cant make you all share with me the things you talk about.well..maybe i can take a step back.another step back.and leave you guys alone.i could have left without a trace.you all may not notice too.f****.i really cherish and reminisce those times when we went out together.now?nah.......who wants to interrupt you all?things really changed.so fast that everything happens within a semester.ONLY. today your actions and words utterly saddened me.it hurts me to the core when i realised that you all seem to have cast me aside.maybe you didnt mean that way.maybe being straightforward and insensitive is your character.im super sensitive to the things you said.during the class,didnt you realise that im doing my best to mingle into your clique and asked questions about where to have dinner etc..i merely wanted to talk to you.but how come you all talk to me as if hoping that a simple answer could shut me up?argh.what the hell.at that moment i felt that im so thick-skinned and shameless.in fact today you all didnt inform me about the meeting venue and time.if i didnt call someone,i guess you all could really went ahead with the course without me.do you take things for granted that i have some sort of magic powers which allow me to read your mind and get the answer on my own?i really know nothing..how come you informed everyone except me?the last part was the heart of madness and fury.oh well,i sure can know that you only want to go out with your clique after that.OKOK..FINE~...didnt you make it clear?i got it.im not part of your clique and im not welcomed.not even having a simple dinner together.i finally understand W's feelings..but surely we can have dinner as a class,cant we?DAMNIT. DESIRABLE surely there are some things which make me high.that explains why i have bad moodswings lately.one moment im happy,the other moment im not.here,i wanna give thanks and appreciation to some people. 1st up..*drum roll*....................................... shiseido!!!!!!!!!thanks for the personal makeup course.you guys are fantabulous!thanks for imparting the skills of makeup to us.yea..you turned every girl into a doll tonight.*clap clap*..cheers!my dar said im beautiful..haha..*blush..oh why am i still using a blusher?*haha..thanks to the assistant trainer for explaining every single detail and to that 'white' lady who made my eyelashes curl like those of a barbie doll.i love mascara..yippie.its awesome.thanks shiseido for the free cosmetics and voucher.my mommy and daddy said i looked beautiful tonight.talking about this,after i reached home,my mommy and i went to the coffeshop to buy my dinner.those uncles were like ogling and staring as if they had never seen a woman before.LOL..that's the thing about makeup..it adds glow and radiance to every girl.too bad i didnt bring my camera along.my hp's quality is rather bad..i dont think it will show my curly eyelashes..haha..how nice if i can wear this makeup until tomorrow,but NONONONO..the health of my skin is more important.it needs to breathe yea.. 2nd up..my dad..thanks for understanding me FINALLY and allowing me to take that job. last but not least..dar..thanks for being there for me..especially when im having problems now.i appreciate you for waiting for me this evening and having to shop around orchard to kill time all by yourself.i appreciate you for sending me home in the night.i appreciate you for staying up late having to chat with me on msn,sharing my woes.most importantly,i appreciate and am grateful to you for thinking ways to make me happy like buying me the choc strawberries.i see your kind intentions.you said that each strawberry represents 1/4 happiness and 4 would make a perfect happiness.i cant bear to eat them..you know what?i havent eaten the set meal too.. thanks dar!you reassured me,consoled me....i truly thank you for always be the one who can understand and feel what im feeling inside.you seem to read my thoughts..mwarh.. im so tired..gotta remove my makeup now..getting prepared for a nice sleep.gotta wake up bright and early tomorrow morning..well..nites..good nite.sleep tight.and dont let the bedbugs bite. =) [never take things for granted ~my daddy] -300806-2359 Sunday, August 27, 2006
children-the greatest all-time worry of parents.true? im back again with the issue about parents and child.i always agree that all parents would want the best for their child and whatever they do,its all for their welfare.however,some issues confused my mind.a child will always be a child in their parents' eyes and no matter how much they have grown in the years,the fact of being a kiddy will never be altered.if parents dont even consider to give their child a chance to venture on their own in this world,how are they going to grow when there's always a downward force pulling them?there are many things i wanted to do,but am always restricted.no this,no that.but what about no pain?will there be any gain to start with?my world is like a luxury of comfort.perhaps because its too luxurious and comfortable,that i wasnt as happy as my other friends.my parents encircled me like i was a gem,keeping me at bay from the unwanted "thorns" in the world.with such a protection,people may envy me.though i appreciate their protection,im getting weary of it.i want to fall because i want to learn from it and get up by myself.argh.. [why cant they believe me?when i say that i can manage,please believe me.ive already set my heart into it and nothing's gonna change my mind.instead of wasting your effort of making me to change my mind and to get angry,why not support my decision?that would be the best present for me.i dont wish to see the same issue upsets our relationship again.what can i do to make you understand?and when can you ever understand?its just so simple!!!!!im getting on my nerves............argh] -270806-1653
yesterday morning me and dar went to support our dearest "meimei" ruth.it was LEO's installation and induction ceremony and ruth was the emcee for the day.oh..i was very shocked and stunned by the lioness.her hair was redder than me!!!"what a freak!"haha..ok..im mean..after the boo-hoo ended,it was supposed to be the end of everything and refreshments should be next on the list.due to some delay in the food delivery,some smart alecs came up with an idea which was phototaking.SHIT.i admit i love to take photos but hey,yesterday's event was quite grand and imagine those audience fixing their eyes on you.eew.i suddenly felt that my facial muscles were all tensed up or something and damn it,i still have to force a smile out of it.it was scary.all thanks to that lioness.she looked so fierce.just as what her status would already suggest.LIONESS!roarrrrrrrr~it was a pity that dar didnt stand beside his "idol"..while on the other hand,my "idol" was the cameraman..haha..alrite.it was all fake.i only like dar..
it was quite sad to say that the lizards haunted me last night AGAIN!!!!!!!3 encounters within a night was more than a mere shock.i guess any more that that would cause me a heart attack.3 generations of the lizard family.the toddler,the parent,the grandparent.awesome!!!!!!!!!!ya know what?they made me hop onto the toilet bowl and set me frantically running and shouting for help from my dad.yea~that was the lizards' toll on me. -270806-1630 Wednesday, August 23, 2006
hey im back again!!!did ya miss me?dont lie.i bet u all surely do.yeah..im still alive and kicking.i survived through the ordeals.im such a superwoman!haha..alrite.i have many things to share with all of you and i guess my faithful readers are dying to dig out any juicy news or whatsoever.ok..i shall fulfil your wishes then.exams were finally over.it ended only the day before.the first paper was apchem which almost killed everyone.its a miracle that everyone survived through though.the standard set was very high and it was out of everyone's expectations that it could be ends different compared to the past years'.it seemed that our hardwork were futile and all went down into the drain.yup it was that depressing.i remembered everyone left the room with a sulky face and a heavy heart,thinking of how ugly their results may get.i too kept brooding over the paper and it was only after kiat wee told me not to think about it that i was able to look forward to the next paper. a&p and genopt were easy.hehe..hope i can score with flying colours.i guess my motivation for genopt came from mr chris's finger puppet.yea..although exteriorly it may look childish,it motivates me to go beyond my limits and continue to work hard. i enjoy the moments when andrew and i studied together in mac.we crapped.we slacked.we ate.we drew.until the last part of the day then we began to study our notes.overall,its fun!!!!!somthing meant to be treasured.*dancing in the moonlight*~~ oh ya..i watched singapore idol just now.quite a miracle i should say.perhaps its because im bored to death.i usually dont watch such competitions because i feel that the voting is always unfair.it is only an advantage to those people who simply live off by their looks.even if one cannot sing,it doesnt even become an area of concern anymore.its just so phenomenal that superstars grow almost purely by the exterior looks.who cares if you cant sing?as long you have a pretty face which appeals to the audience especially young teenagers whose shallow thinking allows such unfairness to happen.i will not pinpoint specifically to whom im referring to.tonight i finally see the standards of the competitors.some can sing really well but im sorry to say that some really cant.their presence up till tonight's show are a proof of the teenagers' crave for good appearance.oh well..i quite admire jonathan leong.his vocals is not bad.hady doesnt lose out to him anyway.tonight was the asian pop week.*oh gosh..what an eyeopener!*...i think they outta improve their language diction.or perhaps maybe im not used to it..*go jonathan!!!!!!!!!!!* yes..now its the holidays!!!my class organise a bbq at east coast on my birthday!!!so happy..i never had so many people celebrating my birthday for me.all this while,i saw a vast difference in the way people celebrate my birthday.when i was young,i received alot of presents and would not fail to have a yummylicious cake.then,as i grow up,it reduces to nothing left.not even a cake.well,at least some people bothered to wish me happy birthday.yea..the term "birthday" seems to be just an ordinary passing day.who cares when im born?i always thought that the more people celebrating your birthday,it means that more people rejoice over your presence in this world.when no one celebrates with me,it seems so damn quiet,as if it doesnt make any difference whether or not i was born into this world at all.i presume that my birthday this year is gonna be a great one. anyway..something significant happened to me.this sounds weird.good things or rather miracles seem to happen in the month of august.the past and the present.needless to say,at this particular month last year,i met monkie.this year,sparks flew between me and brown pig.yup..we are officially together^^.210806.we are bonded. -240806-0003 Sunday, August 13, 2006
 andrew and me. ^(..)^ me and kiat wee.KONKKKKKK!!!! shimin and me @asian kitchen...this is my new pose..drinking..haha cheers to our friendship!!! yea..shimin looked so different without specs...so chio sia~~whee~    the view of fullerton hotel and other skyscrapers.
hees.im so damn happy tonight.suddenly now i began to feel high~yea..im indeed in high spirits.no words can describe that feeling.tonight was the last night for the entire fireworks event.oh gosh..it was france!!!i went with kiat wee and andrew.in fact last night i went too,with kiat wee and shimin..kiat wee's camera threw a slight tantrum.but we never knew that it actually died.RIP dude~.so today he went to buy a new camera.yea it was good.the pictures he took were really great!last night's fireworks had a lot of violet and purple.YES ITS MY FAVOURITE!tonight's were more of gold.towards the end,the entire sky was filled with gold fireworks which looked as if shiny dust were scattered everywhere.
talking about just now,i was late.i was supposed to meet the guys at 7.30pm..in the end i think i reached at around 8 or 8+.the traffic jam was horrendous.ive never been stuck in a traffic jam before(envy me huh?haha).finally my patience ran low and i just got out from the cabbie and walked to raffles city.i was rushing rushing and rushing..theres more to such "jamming".at the sheares bridge,you will witness something called human traffic.i think this is worse than that of the vehicles.the crowd was getting abit out of hand.people decided to cross over the pathway to the expressway.hehe..we did that too....so cool right?the wall was abit high but i managed to cross over.so happy.the first time when i landed,i almost sprained my ankle because the landing was bad.luckily it was alright.the other time we crossed over,back to the pathway again,was when the traffic police told us to do so.okok..i crossed back again.this time it was the perfect landing.i think i did better than the lady before me.she needed her boyfriend to lift her up.hees.im a wonderwoman..woohoo~my perfect landing was abit loud this time.my heels made a loud "clack clack" sound during my landing.i think andrew saw this kinda crowd for the first time.haha.the guys are so tall can?they can see the fireworks effortlessly,while i had to jostle here and there in order not to be blocked by the person in front of me.this is the good thing about SHORTY.yes yes im very tall~lol.. cityhall mrt station was bombarded with people when we are going back,until we must wait at a corner for the crowd to disperse bit by bit.finally we ended up inside the train.i said that im the most superior person in NCC.im the CSM.andrew is CLT(dont know what's that either).so now u believe me?"i merely forgotten the LONGEST command".......... good night everyone~and good mornin' to ya....hehe..im ABIT high......yea..the level is not comparable to casper's.he's better.hahahahahahahahahaha -130806-0142 Saturday, August 12, 2006
as i sort out my thoughts for the day,i suddenly remember that 11 aug 2005 will always be a day to be kept close to my heart.-120806-1229  A little white pig On a cold winter's day Jumped up on the woodpile And looked with dismay Across at the neighbor's Where he saw such a site He jumped from the woodpile And ran out of sight. Next day he peered over And it was still there A little cramped pen With a piggy in there. He asked of the piggy "Why are you locked in? Have you committed some terrible sin?" The sad little pig looked up with a sigh "No I have done nothingNo sinner am I" "But doesn't your master know you should be free? In pastures and woodlands and mudholes, like me?" "My master knows nothing about me I fear, He got me for Christmas, and only this year My house has no blanket, nor hay and no door The cold wind just reaches right down to my core. I will not live through it, it's simple you see I have just the one way to get to be free." The white pig just gasped And ran for his bed! Imagine such badness that he prefers dead! No, No this can't be, the white pig declared I know that I'm clever and always I've dared. So I will just free him, Alive, if you please The little guy only comes up to my knees!He's too young to die from such careless disdain I'll save him! I will! He won't stay there in pain! He searched out the possum who lived in his sty "We have work to do friend, yes, you friend and I I'll be the mountain, you climb up on my head Together we'll free him who thinks he's best dead." Just use your fingers to open that gate And I will make sure to leave food on my plate. The possum agreed and the bargain was made They slipped up to the pen where the little pig layed. The deed it was done The pig he was sprung And he fled the hated place With white pig hardly keeping up He set a joyful pace. Over the hills and through the woods And back to the barn for rest Of all the things he found to love Hay stacks were the best. The master was an honest man And wouldn't steal a pig But when he saw them cuddled up He knew he'd work a rig. He went across the meadow And asked the neighbor there If he had lost a pig that day(As if he'd even care) The neighbor hadn't looked all day And it was into night So master knew he'd had no food Nor would he'd got a bite. The neighbor said " I hope the pig Is run away for good" The master said he thought he was "At least I think he should" And so to end this piggy tale With happiness and heart The master kept both pigs for life And ne'er were they apart. Friday, August 11, 2006
oh my..oh my..i think my heart gonna fly.i have the urge to tell him something,but i lack of the guts to do so.i just feel i want to open up my heart to him and tell him how i really feel.what if i scare him off?hahhahahaah..=pthink i keep it from him first.the feeling of keeping quiet sucks.it is as if im choking with the words i wanna say.its so uncomfortable.serena says we are compatible.are we?even his teacher teased us.perhaps in other people's eyes,we are like a couple.but to him,are we just friends?im really touched by the things he did.maybe he's just doing his part as a friend.arghhhhhhhh.i feel comfortable with him accompanying me.we can just crap everything under the sun.when you put 2 crazy and noisy people together,the result is noise pollution.LOL.never mind.[what is exactly in your mind?] -110806-0116 Thursday, August 10, 2006
I Will Be Here-Steven Curtis ChapmanTomorrow morning if you wake up and the sun does not appear I will be here If in the dark, we lose sight of love Hold my hand, and have no fear 'Cause I will be here I will be here When you feel like being quiet When you need to speak your mind I will listen And I will be here When the laughter turns to cryin' Through the winning, losing and trying We'll be together I will be here Tomorrow morning, if you wake up And the future is unclear I will be here Just as sure as seasons were made for change Our lifetimes were made for these years So I will be here I will be here So you can cry on my shoulder When the mirror tells us we're older I will hold you And I will be here To watch you grow in beauty And tell you all the things you are to me I will be here I will be true to the promise I have made To you and to the One who gave you to me Tuesday, August 08, 2006
(HAPPY+SAD PART III)after math,13 of our class people went out to celebrate lao chen and andrew's birthday.we went to suntec city's marche to eat.its supposedly a birthday treat from both birthday boys.but we ended up paying dutch.haha..ruth left at 4.30pm because she had to attend some cca meeting.both of us ordered rosti with chicken sausage and soft shell crabs.the rosti did not taste any different from normal french fries.lao chen ordered the whole seafood combo which consisted of tempuras,soft shell crabs and some other seafood.it looked mouth-watering.to think that he actually finished up the whole plate of food.andrew left early too because he just ate a big mac earlier on.creative people like us replaced the usual birthday cake with 2 pieces of brownies and 2 scoops of ice cream.i chose the ice cream flavours.passion fruit with mango and strawberry.yummmmmmy~we gave lao chen a present.its a mixture of chilli sauce and ketchup sauce,together with sour cream and 2 pieces of lemon made into a smiley square face.we purposely design the edges to be squarish as it resembles our squarish lao chen.we used the lemon to make up both ears.haha..lame us..i shall upload the pics and video asap. the sad thing is...hmm.........i decided not to say=)perhaps my assumption is wrong.i really hope thats the case. -080806-2300
(HAPPY PART II)
yea..today we got back genopt and a&p results.i was pleased with genopt results but wasnt happy for my a&p.perhaps my expectation for a&p was too high and once its not achieved,i felt disappointed.a&p 43/50=86%.genopt 42/50=84%.my friends all said that ive done very well.ok..i accept the compliment.i got the best improvement award for genopt.yea..from failing to an A..hehe..i was not present for his lesson so i didnt know what the award was.but i heard that it was some kind of brown envelope thingy.i envy some people for receiving the eyeball.how i wish i can have one too. today's math test was great.i knew how to do.hehe..it goes to prove that yesterday's studying did pay off.i knew how to do the tutorial 10's question.wheeee~ [the higher we aim for,the further we fall.the more we want,the more disappointment we receive.the higher the standards,the more unhappy we get?????????] -080806-2119
today was national day eve.every year during this particular day,students are strongly encouraged to wear red and white.ive celebrated 4 years of our nation's birthday in cgs,but all brought empty feelings.i want to relive secondary school memories but in cgs..hmm..theres none.hence,i went to gess.i want to experience their school culture over there.indeed,its alot more livelier than that in cgs.their uniform groups especially ncc,were so united and funky.they made me understand the phrase "one for all.all for one".i should meet brown pig at 8.30am but i actually overslept and woke up at 8.00am instead.oh gosh...........brown pig and mervin went even earlier.they arrived in gess at 7.30am or something to watch the march-out of the uniform groups.so ya..we met at 9am and we entered the school together.i missed the part when serena received her award.oops.pig is always so hungry for sleep.haha.the celebration was so-so but of course people made up a bigger proportion than anything else.who cares whether the performance is nice or not.its the people who made me feel at home.the kind of warm hospitality which hugged the school atmosphere would inevitably make anyone feel at home.after the performance,there was a high tea for invited guests which mainly comprised of teachers,school staff and some uniform groups.i was hungry because i rushed out of the house with an empty stomach.moreover,i couldnt enter the hall to enjoy the high tea.brown pig and the rest sneaked in.maybe i shouldnt use the word "sneaked".they were once part of ncc too.haha.in the end brown pig brought some food and drinks from inside for me.really touched by that.haha......i think thats enough to ease my hunger.violet pig has a rather small appetite as compared to other fellow pigs.after that we parted.he and mervin went to jurong point for initial d,while i went home to sleep.its a miracle that i woke up so early.normally i would enjoy my beauty sleep to the extent of skipping morning classes.
TO BE CONTD..................(HAPPY PART I) -080806-2100
hmm..i have a whole load of things to talk about because ive not been blogging these few days.i just feel like immersing myself in some kind of solitude during my free time and let my mind rest for a little while.it will be nice if i can have the space all for myself,at least allowing for a breath of freedom and ease.what if i have no one around me.no friends,no family members,no burdens,no sense of emptiness,no stress..etc..wouldnt life be a real wonderland?perhaps ive become introverted again.i wish i can keep myself away from other people,from this world,someday somehow.
oh well,yesterday i became a studious girl.i cant imagine that i will study math.if it was A math or any math in the past,i would.now,its linda tan's math.i cant believe that i study for her subject.i dislike her for being sarcastic and overly-meticulous over some minor things.i dislike her for her teaching style,which makes a supposedly interesting module into a monotonous bore.i studied with brown pig at bt merah mac.yea.we talked,studied and went for a stroll during our break.for a moment,our urge to study faded and we began drawing pictures of pigs in his sketchbook.we both argued which pig looked nicest.of course its mine.hahahaha..later mervin and serena joined us.........we began to draw stuff about brown pig and witch.hehehehehehehe...........his facial expression was damn funny man....yes it was an awesome day yesterday.though we didnt study much,i enjoyed brown pig's company the most.hees.well,it was him who initiated to study together. -080806-2012
two days ago something upset me greatly.its the love and trust i had for someone,which turned into betrayal.oh well,i shall name the person "G".i trust G alot because he is my dearest family member.no matter what,i will not keep things from him and will tell him all that i know.i thought that since we are so close,a bridge of communication and faith has long been built between us.whatever so-called secrets we have,we will not hesitate to share with each other.this explains our relationship.however on that day, i realised that G has been keeping a huge secret from me.im sad that he had a problem that was troubling him,yet he decided to bottle everything to himself.well,he really did a good job in putting a false front,until i cant see his true self.as family members,arent we supposed to open up to each other and be frank?i always believe that if we put many brains together,no problem in this world will not be solved.many brains are certainly better than one.we can brainstorm for solutions or at least we can weather this difficult patch of time together.in contrary to giving my genuine love,all i get is a sense of betrayal.i felt betrayed.G took my thing without permission and kept me in the dark all this while.if not for the letter which brought everything to light,i guess im still the gullible one.this incident really hurts me.though G has apologised and realised his mistake,i dont think the feeling of unhappiness has left my heart.the problem is that im not angry with him.he has atoned for his mistake through his apology and i can feel that he genuinely regretted his actions.however,the mere fact of his dishonesty came as a total shock to me.i could have suspected anyone else,but it never came across to me that the person i trusted most was the culprit.even my daddy kept assuring me that G would never be the one.how i wish that none of these happened and i can continue to give my trust to him.now im on tenterhooks.im not sure whether he will do this to me again.im not sure if i believe in the right person.im not sure who's true and who's lying to me.my greatest lesson was not to judge a book by its cover.even if the person is our dearest family member?
[i fear.i really fear.somehow im lost.im stuck in a whirlpool of deceiving faces which pretend to guide me through this beautiful world.all are lies and facades.who can i trust?any moment when you dedicate your trust to someone,he/she will hurt you back in return.and maybe to our family members,we better be cautious too.im in a dilemma.] -080806-1941 Thursday, August 03, 2006
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...i relive again.life after death.some sort like that.yep..tests were over for this week and left only 2 others for the next.today was the last test for the week.so after the test ended,everybody practically relive just like me.i shall not talk much about the tests.in conclusion,i have confidence in doing well and i hope to see results through my hard work.as long as i believe,it will come true???DEFINITELY and of course effort has to be put in.an empty belief will never do the job.who says miracles happen by chance per say?we are the ones who create miracles and who make them come true.well,it may seem unbelievable but yes,we possess such power.thereby,when we want results,we make them.never undermine the power of the brain.its such an incredible thing that magnets our belief to it.i will never forget what stella ng said:1.set goals.2.develop your mind.3.be bold.for me,it will be "dare to believe".there is this meaningful saying that goes:aim for the skies.for if you fail,at least you've reached the clouds.something like that. i feel happy since the day when i took the cable car ride.every day seems to be a happy one to me.tomorrow will be the happiest one i guess.i will be attending gess school band performance at scgs.yeah..will be going with serena.i miss her like crazy.i havent got a chance to meet up with her all these while.tomorrow will be the day.it sounds as if its some kind of reunion.haha..silly me.no wonder yy calls me da ben dan.oh well,im miss violet k..andrew will be attending the performance too.yep.. for biochem its horrendous.ive stayed up late to study so many things on metabolism of fats and glucose.in the end,most of it comes from the fats section.the enzymes and products nearly made me go ga-ga...hexokinase,phosphofructokinase,pyruvate kinase,glyceraldehyde-3-phosphate,dihydroxyacetone phosphate etc....and the list goes on..looks like everything is etched in my memory now.is it good or bad?once i started,it will be hard for me to stop.haha.god bless me. -040806-0008 |
