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the.girl
Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.
Screams
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
nostalgia;when the familiar street that we once strolled on captured my vision. when the physical object meant more than just a place but a heartful of memories. when the streetlamps told me that it was a happy night we both shared. when the rush of the oncoming traffic confirmed the fact that i shall stick with you. when the bus we took seemed an eternal ride to home. i saw our images tonight. but when i went back, you weren't there. perhaps i did not treasure the happiness back then............................ -291008-2354 Monday, October 20, 2008
i kept the expired conversation there for as long until i shut down my comp.why am i doing this? it happened so naturally, always. and why do you always love to appear out of a sudden? so shocking and random. please don't spoil me with such surprises. i will only fall deeper into missing you again. i tried to keep myself busy, to divert my thoughts away from you. (from the one who always wanted to meet you but we're on different sides of the world, no matter what) -201008-2351
today started my day by meeting a cheekopek taxi driver.
once i board the cabbie, he began to say "xiao jie, ni hen piao liang. ken qi lai hen fresh and inspirational....blah blah blah..." yucks. then he kept talking to me until i could not listen closely to the radio. what a morning lo! at night went to the clinic just to buy some medicine but was totally turned off by some rude buggly old witch! i shall personally complain to the doc one day! what a night! heckcare. oh, i went boozing with colleagues at le baroque (CHIJMES) last friday night. call me a mountain tortoise by all means, that was really my first time entering CHIJEMS!!! we had 2 rounds of drinks and left at around 1 plus. i had Kilkenny and Strawberry Margarita plus some finger food shared among us. the Fisherman's Basket was tasty but i find that the food was so little that they literally only made up a basket's quantity. those regular calamari, sotong balls, chicken fillet and fries lo....... all of us had beer at first but we were all complaining that it was getting warmer towards the end 'coz guess where we were sitting? WE WERE SITTING OUTSIDE WITH NO AIR CON! so the girls suggested getting something cool like margaritas and breezer... you know what? we always knew that berries like strawberry and blueberry are powerful anti-oxidants right? who actually knew that alcohol could bring out the max amount of antioxidant in them? hehehe. so next time girls, be smart. though drinking too much alcohol is bad for the skin sometimes, choose berry cocktails to counter its effect!!! muahahahahaha.......... [adapted from the author of The Lipstick Jungle]   -201008-2340 Monday, October 13, 2008
so damn disappointed.the pic on the school webbie really drags my confidence down to zero. heard comments on it, but not the nice ones. 'cause not only them, even me also think that it was taken at the wrong agle, resulting in a fat fat face. super gross! geez! how am i supposed to face the world??? they didn't even bother to photoshop it or anything. shit. i feel like a disgrace to my course. damn the photographer. OI. DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S PERFECTION? WHERE'S YOUR SENSE OF PERFECTION?! and, please. virgoians have high egos, so if you wanna befriend them, learn to live with their ego. don't purposely say/do things to prick their egoistic nature. they will hate you. rarrr! -131008-1549 (4 more days to boozing...!!) Friday, October 10, 2008
My shattered dreams and broken heartAre mending on the shelf I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do But have one last cry One last cry, before I leave it all behind I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time Stop living a lie I guess I’m down to my last cry Cry...... I was here, you were there Guess we never could agree While the sun shines on you I need some love to rain on me Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do But have one last cry One last cry, before I leave it all behind I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time Stop living a lie I know I gotta be strong Cause round me life goes on and on and on And on..... I’m gonna dry my eyes Right after I had my One last cry One last cry, before I leave it all behind I’ve gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time Been living a lie I guess I’m down I guess I’m down I guess I’m down... To my last cry... The determination to forget someone is there, but how often in such situations can we really free them from our mind? I can't even sort out the messy junk.
eh girl,
you can't have the best of both worlds. i'm not drunk, neither was i crazy. i'm just feeling random, saying things randomly but all came from the deepest bottom of my heart. i like to be in this state 'cause only then will i have the courage to speak up what's on my mind. but what i said tonight didn't seem to be reciprocated. perhaps someone had taken that to be a joke. i must be crazy. he must be crazy. the world must be crazy. it's tired to live feeling as if being an empty shell with no soul. abit meaningless..but i always try to convince myself "what's the big deal?" IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL. never mind...just accept my smiles that you see. -101008-0028 Sunday, October 05, 2008
泳:在你的記憶裡面有一個我在你最痛苦的時候陪你度過 難過過了天晴朗了我就走 峯:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的夢 在你的面前我不必保留 還來不及對你說遲到的我的心動 泳:你的好你的壞 峯:我的脾氣你最懂 泳:我不要你來心疼我 峯:我不要你離開我 合:明天的以後我們會懂 失戀的挫折讓人變更成熟 泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情 峯:因為有你 給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣 其實也想好好愛你 泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心 峯:我不怕會傷心 合:對不起我對你 再好再親密都不能在一起 峯:最後看你在別人懷裡 泳:有天我會找到我的唯一 峯:我並不是你的唯一 合:還微笑祝福你 峯:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的夢 在你的面前我不必保留 泳:我從來沒對你說壓抑的我的心動 峯:我的好我的壞我的脾氣你最懂 泳:我不要你來心疼我 合:明天的以後我們會懂 失戀的挫折讓人變更成熟 泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情 峯:因為有你 給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣 其實也想好好愛你 泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心 峯:我不怕會傷心 合:對不起我對你 再好再親密都不能在一起 峯:最後看你在別人懷裡 泳:有天我會找到我的唯一 峯:我並不是你的唯一 合:還微笑祝福你 泳:愛情總讓人折磨 峯:所以我們才選擇 合:做比情人更好的朋友 泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情 峯:因為有你 給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣 其實也想好好愛你 泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心 峯:我不怕會傷心 合:對不起我對你 再好再親密都不能在一起 峯:最後看你在別人懷裡 泳:有天我會找到我的唯一 峯:我並不是你的唯一 合:還微笑祝福你 Friday, October 03, 2008
my colleague's friend went to HK and bought her some kawaii gifts.
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