SYLVIA MISSES ITP!!!!!!!!!

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tell you..
you wont understand what filming is all about even if you tell me you've watched "On Air".
what you watch in tv and what you see in real life situation is entirely worlds apart.
yesterday i finally had the opportunity to witness the true filming process and even acted in one of the scenes!!!
it was an upcoming long drama from channel 8 which will be broadcasted somewhere in november this year.
though i only acted as a calefare who had no script to read from but to make out one sentence by myself, i think i've absorbed some essence from filming.
the artistes were chen liping, belinda lee, su zhi cheng, pierre png.
it really set my eyes opened when i finally understood how a production actually works if not for the hardwork from the crew.
there were the lighting team, assistant directors, director, sound management team and cameraman.
hehehe..i had a solo scene whereby i really felt like an actress at that time when the lighting uncle held the styrofoam board below my face.
typically what we see on tv..
for a dreamer like me.....................i suddenly want to be a star.
muahahahhaahha...
the director even said that i can qualify for star search wor.......:p
though it took only 1 hour plus, it gradually open doors to my dream of being an actress.
heard that there's more to come.
i better buy some good cosmetics and touch-up as often as what i saw them do.

i wanna share this with him.

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how come nowadays customers are getting more bitchy and bastard?
just why do they want to make other people's life miserable and hard to live by?
why act so demanding as if they own the world?

geez.
sorry manz. the world does not belong to you.
fuck off if you're one of those people.

working is already torturous by itself yet some people just love to throw in more shit at us.
what's this?

i was really mad at that woman.
and also that guy who drank and tried to be funny.
my head was fully contained with anger when i left the place.
angry angry angry angry................................................................
until i told him everything.
phew..what a relief.
felt all the anger was deflating slowly, slowly and finally dispersed into the air!
thanks for asking me "how's work?"
and hence, you became a litter bin (literally :p).

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cleared.
it's just a misunderstanding.

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now that i notice the differences,
my legs began to wobble.
im scared.
confidence sank just like the titanic.
and more and more drifted away from the heart.


i squatted there, shocked.

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i just had a nosebleed.
guess i must be too heaty due to lack of sleep.

my eyes are damn heavy and tired now.
guess they have worked too hard today.

i had a savoury dinner.
other than my tummy, elsewhere are feeling empty.

yes, i am feeling numb and empty.
perhaps some things are tooo complicated for me to get it.
in any case,
i just don't feel good today.
hopefully the bacardi breezer brings me to sleep soundly til tomorrow morning.

i certainly want a good time by myself at the roof terrace listening to the live band, admiring the night scenery and down there with my alcohol.
this is my perfect way of relaxation.


i spotted a difference.
he's not someone who can really sit down and appreciate the beautiful picturesque with me.

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HATES!
-LIZARDS
-players
-unreasonable toots
-almond
-going for morning class
-being treated as transparent

LOVES <3
-baking
-cosmetics
-boozing (w/o getting a heavy head!)
-people who dote on me
-acts of service

Not looking anymore other than a stupid notti.

hey, if you know me well enough, i bet you'd LOVE ME!