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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Monday, March 24, 2008
WHAT'S WRONG WHAT'S WRONG???
i can't seem to smile..even when i stepped into the house expecting some sense of warmth to embrace me from the coldness, i couldn't feel it.
something is wrong somewhere.
is it sheer fatigue or is it sheer emotionless?
fatigue..well abit..who doesn't get tired after working for those long retail hours?
but i figured out that the main culprit is my emotions.
for no rhyme or reason, i feel that i'm missing something which caused my heart to feel so empty.
i felt as if i'm just living in sylvia's empty shell, but not her soul and walking around like a lost puppy.
apart from work, i don't find anything interesting at all..perhaps i just hadn't found it yet..
im tired.
so does my heart.


i thought of visiting..
but on what grounds?

leave it then.
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
it seemed so damn real.
& we were finally together.


that's our story.
it seemed almost impossible but it all did happened in a night's dream...............
will it turn true?

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