|
the.girl
Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.
Screams
|
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floorReaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Ooh... Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all -291209-0138 Tuesday, December 22, 2009
no matter how strong one is, deep down she still hopes for a day when she can truly relieve those weights.&..someone whom she can rely on. i overheard this saying from the radio that says it could be so easy to remember things but it's definitely difficult to forget. hmmm.. yea..once things took place, they will leave traces of footsteps along in your life. dont understand life. how could it be so complicated to decipher? even the smartest brain on earth will bound to meet his own problems........... though i didnt say it out, i find it kinda tiring to stay by the comp. *rant**grumble* but i'll just keep doing this until he surfaces again. i dont know whether or not he is my half-apple but, i will wait for him. -221209-0035 Thursday, December 17, 2009
im tired...............................................plus my tummy is giving me problems again....however, on top of all these, at least im still seen with a smile :) he's online, period. -171209-0032 Wednesday, December 16, 2009
 women are the most sensitive creatures on earth. believe it? i do, 'cause now i trust a woman's instinct in tale of a forthcoming event. you know, for some things and for some reason, i felt so much better vomitting it out to elaine literally. i've been storing and piling up the untold into a huge mountain inside my heart and carry those sickening doubts that linger terribly like a haunting ghost. gosh, the more i think about them, the more worried i get. i guess i can only release them to elaine. it seems that she understands how i feel and hence can give me sound advice. you know, some stuff are practically PG which i could not tell rena at all and thus i have to bear this unbearable feeling? but fortunately, elaine has the best ears to listen to them :) now, i feel im like an inflating balloon which is growing in size and anything including the lightest feather could prick me to explosion. ARGH AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who can understand me? -161209-0033 Sunday, December 13, 2009
uncle gary asked me :你会拿得起，放得下吗？i replied him: depends.. i guess i got what he meant. but this time no one could help me. he's too deeply etched inside my heart. i hate to say this though i know it sounds mushy..... but, he's everything i see and every air i breathe. im a goner. -131209-2334 Thursday, December 10, 2009
无言以对 如果会后悔就该学会 在爱的时候 用智慧盖一座堡垒 收藏你的美 一进一退 流过的眼泪 不算白费 谎言和是非 有点累 心痛着在回味 月光下我们走过的那条街 当时的手还牵得那么直接 是你不再留恋 还是美好终究善变 月光下回忆在我身边穿越 你会不会还残留着那感觉 熟悉的体温 留下的指纹 别过问。。。。。。。 那天凝视着你的双眼 不说一句的吻你的脸 谁的出现 打断了永远 -101209-2357
even though what uncle eric said does make sense,
i choose not to agree. 'cause i believe notti is not that sort of person. -101209-2350 Monday, December 07, 2009
i dont mind waiting...even if im pestered by some psycho every night. i will still stare at my lappie screen and close all other conversations. just in hope of seeing your name in my sight. but how come all these days, our timing dont meet? im so scared..................... that we wont see each other again, just like what you said. my regret is. why am i not born 10 years earlier? right person. right place. wrong time. -071209-0208 |
