Time flies.
It comes to this time of the year again when the year is going to end in a few hours' time.
A recap of 2008:
This year, i met my happiness which made me felt so much as compared to other years. However, it was short-lived. Things turned out unexpectedly shocking and we ended up going our own ways. I could only rely on the sweet memories to keep me going and stay strong throughout. His appearance in my life made me taste the flavour of love and separation and I never knew that I could love and cry so much for a person. Perhpas the moment of sweetness has blinded me to the extent of not cherishing him enough when he's beside me. This is my greatest regret in my life and I shall always remember 2008.

My new year resolution is hoping that things run smoothly for me and everyone and that we all live our lives happily without regrets 'cause the sight of people leaving us is definitely not bearable.

Happy 2009!

-311208-1913

what an embarrassing way to eat ice-cream when the cold dessert just melted on my plams and i was licking these sticky remnants away while hoping to preserve my image!
JOKE.
my bro too, but he thought nothing of it.
hah.

i slept at 3am last night,
but i felt that it was all worth it though i got 2 blisters on my palm.
i will preserve the memories no matter what
coz they once happened so sweetly in our...world.
i promise to find them back again!

-281208-2338

heard this song from 883fm today..but i think everyone knows that it's a classic EVERGREEN song!!!!haha
nevermind. as long as it's nice:)

..........chorus:
只怪你和我相愛得太早
對於幸福又了解的太少
於是自私讓愛變成煎熬
付出了所有卻讓彼此想逃跑
上天讓我們相遇得太早
對於緣分卻又給得太少
才讓我們只能陷在回憶中懊惱

sometimes fate just plays an illusionary game on us.
i once fell for its lie.
deserves a good spanking right?

-221208-0000

the night has finally come and i'm appreciating its tranquility as before.
...& it's time for me to pen down my thoughts of the day.

today was an important day to me.
i was so excited about it that my mind began to wonder how and what i should be dressed in etc the night before.
it was hell a long time that i last took that bus service 'cause there's hardly a reason for me to do so now, hence it brought nothing but sheer memories that i missed.
as usual, the journey was long but this time the mood and feelings are entirely different from those times i used to travel along this same old route.
down the nostalgia lane, i began to appreciate every little details of the surroundings and to savour every little moments like these.
i call this place our 老地方, a place that we always go.
i indulged in the sweetness of finally meeting up with someone whom i've not seen for long(seemingly) and wished that both of us could just be frozen in time.
yea..let time stood still and all things remained.
:)
*like a cassette tape that can stop,rewind,forward and PLAY!*


to suat hoon:
i'm sorry about the nick in FB.
did i cause you worry?
perhaps you might find some similarity in "our" nicks but come to think of it, sometimes people tend to walk a step backwards to view our own plight and the world in retrospection.
till the day i find an answer, the regret will always stay with me.
my regret is a mistake in my decision....so nothing to worry about!
i'm alright ya!
off to sleep.......sweet dreams!!

-201208-0205

the first time i got mang-ed.
this is the word of the day: mang.

yesterday was an important day to me 'cause i will be shopping with dearr lilin and to buy xmas prezzie indefinitely.
talking about this, it was my first time taking 16 to raffles city as i'd always been taking train as my mode of transport.
i was supposed to alight at raffles hotel as instructed by lilin but being a smart alec, i only alighted at the concourse!
crazy manz! it was already heading towards nicoll highway and that's when i realised that i was travelling further and further away.
hahaha.
in the end, i was late by 1/2 hr.
so embarrassing!

later we went to shop at raffles city then along city link, capitol centre and finally to marina square.
you know about the new foodcourt at raffles city?
we had our omelette rice there.
highly recommended sia! (but it's abit costly as well...)
one thing i don't like there was the seat.
they seemed like wooden blocks to me, meaning that we have to shift them whenever we want to sit on it.
diaoz!

what a day lo! met dawn at robinsons.
*speechless*

lets carry on................................................

our final destination was @ the CHIJMES which got me excited about since the day started.
i intro lilin to le baroque which was the first place i went to with my coll the other time.
it really has a nice ambience and feel. i love it alot manz!
the 1st round i ordered erdinger weis while lilin had kilkenny...but she didn't really like it :(
2nd round: lilin's hungry, so she ordered some munchy-munchies to go with the unfinished beer. i ordered singapore sling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and finished her kilkenny.
just as we thought everything was getting on fine, we didn't realise that we were already tipsy!!!! hahhahaha..
yah...when we stood up from our seats, could feel the seasick feeling sia!!!
first time manz!
i couldn't take it liao so i took a cabbie home.
nevertheless, we enjoyed our day to the max! right, lilin??
lalalalallalalala~
*pictures will be uploaded into FB*

-101208-0005

it's 1.47am now.
i'm supposed to sleep after watching liverpool's victorious match against blackburn.
sleep...but i suddenly felt so awake.
i gotta say something before i can sleep.
i mean, you know, there're some things in life you just can't say out regardless how much you don't like them, because you might just hurt the other person?
i don't understand how come such a difference could exist?
is this the so-called freedom from the long-awaited liberation?
no doubt that friendship is important in everyone's life, but i could feel that it tramples everything under it's mighty feet.
sarah lim once said something that engraved deeply into my head.
she said: ".............because the guy is not ready to love this girl."
it sets me thinking and reflecting on my past rather.
how could i not figure out such simple logic?
yea. i can't move on.
for as long as the past keeps tugging on me.


today was the last day of clinic for the term, yet i committed a grave mistake for forgetting to take IOP.
hey, this was bad manz!
i was distracted and affected by the people around me.
ohh....inner jealousy could really hinder my performance.
HEY HEY HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SYLVIA, WHAT ARE YOU THINKING AT THAT MOMENT?
i just wanna quickly see my patient off so that i can quickly leave that place.
pack up and go.
so much for that anticipation.
what is this manz?!
::please don't talk to me.::

-071208-0211

mr nag. said i became quiet nowadays.
is it true?
probably that's only when i face lecturers.
friends, what do you think?
please justify. haha.

i was pleasantly surprised when i dreamt of him this morning.
in my dream, we happened to meet each other after a very long time of being apart.
but......the feeling was still there.
damn!!!!!!!! it's time to wake up.
the end of my dream -.-

you are my motivation:)

-021208-2252

HATES!
-LIZARDS
-players
-unreasonable toots
-almond
-going for morning class
-being treated as transparent

LOVES <3
-baking
-cosmetics
-boozing (w/o getting a heavy head!)
-people who dote on me
-acts of service

Not looking anymore other than a stupid notti.

hey, if you know me well enough, i bet you'd LOVE ME!