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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams



Saturday, June 25, 2011
notti was here yesterday on 24/6/11.
met him around 5pm at mandarin oriental hotel where he was staying.
he's only here for a 3 day trip, primarily for ocean butterfly's 25th anniversary concert, and lastly because of me?
haha this i really dont know, though that was how he put it.
i called that killing two birds with one stone yea?

we hanged out in the room until 8+pm when we finally set out for dinner.
he wanted to try out our local food but we all knew that on a friday evening especially, when other people are just like us scouting for food, we gonna expect all eateries and restaurants to be fully packed.
yes spot on, so the makan sutra place was out of question since we could see the crowd filling in from afar.
and so the next choice was marina square.
the similar hateful feeling of not being able to get served as soon as we entered the restaurant was happening to everywhere we set foot on.
crap!
our dear notti was feeling hungry i guess............but surprisingly i still felt quite full.
haha maybe notti is already becoming my staple food..?

in the end, we settled at this japanese steamboat/buffet place where it didnt require us to wait at all.
i was initially on second thought about this place because eating a buffet when im not hungry was abit impractical, but since filling notti's tummy is an emergency, we just went in.
we both thought that the food and variety there was just so-so and that we could better spend this amount of money at somewhere else.....
but i would say that their ice-cream making was really one of a kind and it was definitely our first experience at freezing and mixing different unique ice-cream flavours.
he mixed choc+rum which tasted not too badly while the experiment went wrong on my side with kiwi+rum together because the end result was just some weird almond taste.
yucks....!! hahahaha.

we went back to the hotel room again after dinner.
just lazed around randomly switching tv channels and we finally found anaconda!
it was a mixed feeling, guess he felt it too.
the feeling of not knowing whether or not to follow fate was burning our hearts like monkey's business.
i feared the coins show up the side which i didnt take and how many times could i actually accuse of unfair play when we had already decided to leave the decision to fate.
i kept on denying because i didnt want to accept the truth and he knew it.
he kept giving in to me and tossed the coins over and over again, so i guess he was just feeling as mixed up as me.

the final decision was made.
he chose to send me downstairs.
i chose to go home.
as i board the cab, i couldnt help looking back until he was out of my sight.
good nite notti.
is this goodbye as well?
was it too abrupt?

i started counting down to this date 20 days ago and as each day passed, nothing could describe the joy and glee i felt deep inside my heart.
it was afterall 1 year and 9 mths since we last met.
i dont know......
i dont know how come there is this weird feeling inside me since yesterday........
这种感觉就像是“在晚上让你喉咙痒痒想咳嗽的感觉”。
hope to meet him for breakfast tomorrow as it could mean seeing him for the last time before he leaves.

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