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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Monday, February 12, 2007
Saw you 3 days back. Yet it seemed as if it happened centuries ago. At times, waiting doubled with a few moments of missing, made my heart scream in pain. Where's the commitment? I've taken a step back and contributed more than you do in this relationship. You said that it's easy to maintain a relationship, but how is it going to be done when the effort's been coming from only one party? I do feel frustrated. I keep on contributing but what have I been receiving? Woei Tang said "don't bother to mind-read"..true. I moved forward even to the point of shedding my self-pride to express my feelings simply because I respect and love you. Have I touched your heart? Is it very difficult to see you, to receive your sms or your call at least to feel that you care? This is becoming more and more like a long-distance relationhip my dear..Even lovers need some time apart, i understand, but is this too over-exaggerated given the fact that we are in the same country? Time forbids and distance hence grows.
Status: single.
I'd rather free myself from some expectations for now.
i'm serious this time.









Haven't been feeling too good lately. Emotions is my vital acupoint. Too many things happened and I have never felt as tired before, though I'm exam-free. Sometimes I wanna get away from home. Pressure's been coming in all directions and shooting specifically at my soft and meek character. I'm so sick of it can? Why must my bro be the dictator? And why must I comply to his demands all the time? I don't want conflict and so I gave in. I've been giving too much and he becomes too dependent on me as a result. Why can't he do simple things? If he can't even have a firm mindset to solve the slightest and most trivial matter, I can't see how he is able to make big decisions in the future? LEARN LEARN LEARN and keep on accumulating experience. One can never get enough of learning new stuff and through adversities, we are given the opportunity to learn to fight on. You can't expect life to submit to us right? You must ask for what you want and take the initiative to talk. Things won't come to us out of the blue. GROW UP! WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND SUCH SIMPLE LOGIC?
FED UP.

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