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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
qi si wo le!
toot toot toot toot toot!!!!!!!
he's so toot manz!
how could he even ask such an idiot-proof question?

i treat everyone equally nice and friendly, not specially close to anyone.
but if people get the wrong idea, then too bad..
when he asked me the question just now in his car, i was so damn shocked!
i like him only.
if it weren't for the fact that he spent most of the time with the girls, i would not be acting this way, though it's not an act to spite him.
when i saw that he's so close to the girls, practically following behind their steps, i was feeling so green!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok lor, he had the rest and casted me aside.
disappeared and appeared at the same time as them.
& that idiot never understood my feelings about sharing room with someone i'm not so close with.
& that girl had to be someone he's so close with.
how would i feel?
when i heard about the rumors during the lesson, i was fuming madly in my heart.
it was early in the morning and my whole heart sank.
my thought was: daddy, bring me back to s'pore quick!
since he wanted to leave me alone in class, and sat so damn far away from me, he created a chance for someone else.
so whose fault?
is he over-friendly too?

when i heard about the rumor, it was on the 2nd day.
and guess what?
my appetite for that day's lunch was so good!
i ate alot and never felt full.
that always happened when i'm down.
EAT!
later in the day when he denied that he liked that girl, i felt better definitely.
but when i saw them sticking together, it felt so irksome!
how i wish i could pull him away to me.
hmpf.
if the girl was someone else, i would totally ignore her straight away.
but in some circumstances, i forced myself to talk to her.
sianz.




when i care about him, i wonder if he ever noticed.
when his eyes looked away from me, what exactly was he feeling?
when i went out with other guy, couldn't he catch my hint?
did he worry for me?
worry as in not because of responsibility.
i want genuine concern manz..
if that guy could get the wrong idea, then when can the correct message get across to you?

now i finally recalled and understood why he split me and that guy up.
i don't care about that anymore as long as we're together.
when i looked ahead, i could only see him.
i surrender in his eyes .,.,..,.,.,..,.,.,.,...

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