<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8551347?origin\x3dhttp://afterthe-rain.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>




stories biography escapes archives


the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, July 22, 2007
XXXXX



i just pretended to be asleep in your car just now.
keeping quiet was nothing uncommon i guess.
is it that the call was a symbol of care and concern?
though the question was obviously lame, but my heart still loves to hear it.


sometimes i do wonder how things can get so uncertain.
which is real and which is fake,
i've become less sensitive to it ever since i met you.


so how?
do you feel proud of me today?
i merely do it your way and reiterate your admiring qualities.



to me, you're almost near to perfection.
the close 0.00000000001 difference is that you're too popular with girls.
i do feel insecure and hence i chose to keep a distance from you these few days as much as possible.
when you notice i'm quiet, do you sense something wrong?
i'm hoping that you can look deeper into it.
things don't just change overnight you know?

when you see i'm with c, you're sarcastic.
the same thing applies when i see you with the 2 girls, i'm sour!



but could you tell me something please?
in your eyes, am i just your subordinate?
all those concern..i hope they are not situated at this level of unwanted "joy".

do i stand a chance, boy?


hmm..you gotta stand my monotonous expressions and stuff for the time being..

-220707-0122