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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, February 23, 2008
KARMA





yes..now im not getting the calls.
retribution manz!


i learnt to be good to people, so i can deserve their love in return:)
but some people are.............................they dont deserve my love.





i envy my friend for having such a memorable 19th birthday, i suppose, when the whole class threw a party for her at liquid kitchen.
the dim-lighted ambience with a soapy aroma and with the background playing soft ballads....
and the CAKE!
what a surprise!
my birthday has never been as exciting as this and im hoping for one...
some may say that birthday is just another ordinary day to pass by and i foolishly stick to this excuse 'cause i have no one to celebrate with me..
but deep down, i have this burning urge to shout aloud..
WHEN CAN MY BIRTHDAY REACH ITS CLIMAX?
WHAT HAPPEN TO MY FRIENDS?
AM I SO DETESTABLE THAT I DONT DESERVE TO HAVE ANY FRIENDS?
hello, i would still uphold the tradition thinking that birthdays are real special days!



well, apart from this, i enjoy making my friends' birthdays special.
card, present or even just a simple meal...i find that it covers the significance of the day pretty well.
what would you think?







as i sat at one corner at the bar, i stare at the commotion.
i stare at the birthday girl.
awwww..what a night!
she had the best of both worlds manz!
friends and guy.
i reflect on what person i've been all these years..
looking at how her friends flustered, just wanting her to get the biggest surprise of the night,
i joined in too, but with a heavy heart.
smiled, but with an unnatural stretch on the lips..
so while admiring the network of bright lights hanging outside the window planes, a lychee martini calmed my disturbed mind.
and a round of shooters which failed to numb my nerves.







SURPRISE
only happens when others put in their souls into it, just for us.....................................




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