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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, June 20, 2008
speaking out our blues;
i thought it's a great way to relieve the inner burden and that we'll soon feel better in this way.
but that's not true to me.
on the contrary, i'm even more mindful and reminded of its existence.

shit!


that's why i didn't feel great today in the late morning.
dressed up nicely and went to school, yet faced shit stuff one by one after that.
date cancelled, fish&chip sucks............

i'm just so angry with the world and everything around me.

now, i'm lost in the direction of life. sadly, i don't know where to head next. what should i line up my future with? i'm feeling so so restricted and isolated and all that i felt was as if i'm being cornered into a no-way-out situation.

frustration's all over my face...........................who understands?

so i bought a beer to calm my nerves.
CHEERS.
'cause dear's not there to drink with me, i have it all by myself:(


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