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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Thursday, July 17, 2008
how to describe my feelings now?
how am i gonna digest all the bad news in a day?
fear.lost.rage.
a little of each mixed up together.


the pre-reg legislation is coming up.
i have no choice, but my dream to become an air-stewardess has to be pushed back.
and to again fulfil quota in 12 months like how ITP works.


August is a month of nothing, but stress!
bloody hell.
i'm really frustrated over dispensing pract exam and that stupid competency test.
all because of this frightening element called frame adjustment and PERRLA!
who can resolve my phobia?
it is as intense as how i'm scared of lizards, you bet!

i can see the intention of the school of wanting us to be fully geared when we are set free into the working environment.
that means of course, intensively honing our skills in this final year so as to protect ourselves and the school's reputation.
instead of just brushing up our skills in a robotic way, don't you think we need more human factor?
i'm actually quite neutral to the pre-reg thingy..
but it now seems scarier to me..
sense of fear.......................................................................................................................................
i'd rather have my presentation today than to face this fact.

GG

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