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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, August 30, 2008
i've never felt so scared before...
this time the fear is coming at a full blast.
perhaps i shouldn't have searched the net, i almost fainted from shock.
nothing must happen to me, god.
if what's written is true, why me?

and your answer to our pact is 'dunno".
this was such a disappointment.
my heart sank.
there goes my long awaited hope.
thought i can finally believe that miracles exist, but you trashed my hope.
at least you've saved my very least pride left.
thank god you didn't give me any other reason, "dunno" is more comforting in any shit situation.
think i got your message now...
i've been living in a self-deceiving dream.

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