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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, August 02, 2008
night comes..and here's a lil' thing i wish to blog about.

checked my email and at the same time read through some of the older ones.
stumbled upon notti's blog.
he had not been updating his blog but never mind, i just read it since i have the time.

perhaps now i've got the slightest understanding of his situation.
and also perhaps since i'm so much younger, hence i'm not able to fully comprehend all his past.

everyone has their own story behind closed doors.
some kept it in the deepest valley of their heart, hoping that no one and nothing will reveal the scar someday.
some tried to, but is still constantly traumatised and reminded of it.
too bad, no one is born a machine that can automatically delete what's not pleasant memory.
does suppression always help?
did you know that you can never move on if you don't attempt to cast the burden away?
how to accept someone new if you can't forget your ex?
didn't know that you had so many thoughts and are still dwelling about your past.
didn't know that you had actually sunk so deep in and are still stuck there.

the first impression you gave me is that you are someone who seems to be happy-go-lucky, being playful and notti, that's why i call you by this name.
but who knows the real you?
behind closed doors when no one's around, is the real you being sad?
like what you always say, "stay steady and calm"
i will always remember your words, every single one of them.
take care, my friend!
hope you find the true meaning in life!

-030808-0014 ( to think that last year i was actually affected by your posts...hmmm)