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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, October 10, 2008
eh girl,
you can't have the best of both worlds.

i'm not drunk, neither was i crazy.
i'm just feeling random, saying things randomly but all came from the deepest bottom of my heart.
i like to be in this state 'cause only then will i have the courage to speak up what's on my mind.
but what i said tonight didn't seem to be reciprocated.
perhaps someone had taken that to be a joke.
i must be crazy. he must be crazy. the world must be crazy.

it's tired to live feeling as if being an empty shell with no soul.
abit meaningless..but i always try to convince myself "what's the big deal?"
IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL.
never mind...just accept my smiles that you see.

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