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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
i repeat:
WHY THIS FEELING?????????????????

puzzled.
why do i always get this same kind of feeling whenever he drops by?
im talking about dear mr edison.

i've already mentioned this in my previous post.
if only there is a vocabulary to accurately describe it, how nice it will be to make my life easier.
so at least i'll know what's exactly going on.

ok..i attempt to describe it then.
im neither angry nor upset with him 'coz there's no reason for me to.
but maybe what steph said was true.
he looked so serious and unapproachable 'coz he's always so stingy with smiles...haha.
that creates a distance...maybe?
i wanna talk to him but it seems like we are just slightly more friendly than absolute strangers and a supplier-retailer relationship.
eeeehh..then then...
it's also like he's more chatty towards my colleagues than to me..
BUT..this is natural isnt it?
'coz i joined the company not too long ago while he's already serving our account for quite some time..................
no wonder i didnt talk to him much in the shop except everything about work (though i wanted to).
hence..i just showed a sulky face. hehe:p
this sounds sour..!
but dont get me wrong.
im not "dao" okay!

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