complicated.
had 鸳鸯 after lunch.
it sounds so familiar and suddenly i recall
鸳鸯戏水.
my heart wrenched tightly as flashback of memories came charging as lightning bolts.
ouch.
i felt the pain,literally.
notti, why was it you again just when i intend to throw my past back into history?
didnt i say lets keep in touch?
didnt i say we'll be friends?
why do i feel that all connections are seemingly gone?
i've lost touch of you and your world.
in fact i was wrong to think that i could start all over again.
if mr ed cant commit, i dont think i can either.
im still being hauled by our times together.
anyway, you wont understand.
farewell soon, so sad to say goodbyes.
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