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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams



Tuesday, May 30, 2006
today i went to look for daddy at his office.decided to do that when the genopt practical was postponed to week 11,and the lecture only lasted for 1hr.so practically i went to school today just for an hr's lesson.WELL DONE.its still not so bad for me.i sympathise with those who live in the east or west or something and had to travel a long way to school just for 1 hr's lesson.people like sheryl who travels 2hr mrt journey.then she was complaining in the mrt..LOL..i actually thought of going back home,but the thought of having to study for the tests just irked me.i am an avoider.i know that myself.i love to run away from reality and have to deceive and hoax myself that there are no tests so hence,no need to study.what a bad habit!i must change it!!!!!since in the end i chose to look for daddy,i might as well study there.but too bad,i only bring genopt lect 6 notes and tutorial.how to study like that?!LOL...in the end i just study those notes in his office.during daddy's break time,we went to tg pager plaza together to buy some snacks.i bought muffins and cappucino from chocolat 'n spice.........i love their muffins.as for the cappucino,well.....all i can say is that it was just a pathetic small cup of coffee.i bought 4 muffins.2 were eaten today and the rest will be my breakfast tomorrow.HEHEEE...
a thought flashed through my mind.i was thinking whether i should drop by keppel tower and go inside the training centre to visit PEOPLE....but dropped the idea anyway because i had a bad experience last time when i wanted to visit them.i was not allowed to..alright.i understand.people have their own plight too.shall not impose too much on other people.oh dear..i miss the training centre.miss the entire joyful atmosphere.the kind of impression which lingers in everyone's memory,including mine.
im tired now.finally finished my revision for genopt.hoooooray........chris ng said that tomorrow's test will not have too much calculations..hope he keep his word.haha..hope i can remain calm and both of tomorrow's tests will be smoothsailing and easy for me.hope that i will be fresh tomorrow morning to take genopt test.siao....its 8.30 am man....
[to monkie:my motivation comes from you.......do you know that?where does my motivation to take prelims and o's last year come from?where does my perseverance to continue taking a math come from when i keep failing it over and over again?what is my energy booster?who gave me the will to carry on?its no one else,but YOU....never mind.i dont think you know and will be interested to know either.its not your business anyway.its foolish sylvia's.]

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