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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, May 19, 2006
im just happy today...[shhh..im making a silent wish and greeting]...im exhausted...dead beat...feels like my engine does need a rest too...but i cant afford to give myself a free moment right now,or else i will have no limit and slack further...which is SUICIDAL....i must keep on going...i must be disciplined because "Discipline brings future rewards"...[another philosophy in my life]...i must push myself and do myself a favor by not ever stopping....If i cant,then i MUST!!!
physically im really tired because i didnt catch a good sleep these few nights...all thanks to that darn lizard!!!!!the tiny lil disgusting tailess creature that screwed everything up...that wont ever give me a peace of mind....always make me on tenterhooks...stupid la...why of all rooms and household it can go,must it enter my room?am i so popular among lizards?please...shun away from me!!!!!shoo!!!!i have to admit that im really scared of lizards...ya...and the worst thing of all is when after my mother had chased it away that night...it was nowhere to be seen...this is no good news man...i saw it creeping behind my hi-fi,then...i dont know where it went...until i dont even dare to sleep in my room anymore...had no choice but to sleep in my brother's room for the time being...since it is empty anyway after he entered NS...heng ar..got spare room for me....BUT actually that night after the lizard's intrusion,i foolishly slept in the living room...lol...because earlier in the day i saw another lizard in my bro's room...i wonder if they are just that same lizard...
haiz...anyway...its awfully and terribly stuffy to sleep in my bro's room...no aircon...haha...but no choice la...until and only ive found that lizard,will i dare to go back to my room...=(

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