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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, May 19, 2006
its been a long long day for me.and im feeling tired now.time reads 2339 hrs.a few minutes more and the day will pass just like that.
i woke up at 6am in the morning and reached school at 7.30am to help mr loh with the funfair.ive never woke up so early before since now its my vacation.going to school with an empty stomach,both cindy and me went to mobil to buy food.but one thing that touched my heart was that mr loh bought breakfast for us.its normal kaya toasts and coffee.however,they tasted wonderful because the kind thought from him was very much appreciated.cindy,suat hoon and me went to the PAT after that and its karaoke time for us.suat hoon sang.i sang.this was the second time i held the mike and sang.what a joy!moving on,the dunking event was rather hilarious and enjoyable to see teachers getting all wet and drenched.however in this event,i saw the spontaenity of them,even to the extent that some teachers didnt mind getting dunked again and again.i guess a dip or two in the water can be a way to relieve stress.suat hoon,cindy,xiling and me went to sit the mini viking.i found that not exhilarating enough though,but its got suat hoon screaming from head to toe already until her entire face was red.suddenly i thought of gorgor when he shouted and shouted during the school programme and got his face red too.lol.then we moved on to take a ride at the foyer carpark.i dont know whats the name of the ride but it was something that made me never wanting to "try" again.the ride was longer than usual for us until suat hoon had to shout STOP.that was horrifying.i earnt the experience of feeling my heart being on the verge of popping out and getting bruises on my shoulder and elbow.ouch.but we all had a great time screaming with all our might.back to dunking,mr loh,mr gary tan and mrs lee were dunked.big fountain-like splashes by mr tan..haha..
finally gorgor came 'cause of the promise he made to me.im glad he kept it though he had to go and sell books at bowen sec later in the day.today was the first time i heard him sing.especially the song "wu1 ding3".so nice and how i wish to sing duet with him next time when we go ktv.or maybe "shan1 hu2 hai3" is a good option too 'cause its my favourite.gorgor left at 12 plus.though the time together was short,it was heartwarming for me as his presence and actions proved to me that he kept his promise indeed. [to gorgor:thanks alot.although you said that i made you enter a "zei2 chuan2" and that you shouldnt have promise me anything too early,i know that you are teasing me.thanks=)i love you.]
a sec 4 girl asked me how come only gorgor was the only one here today.the only reply i could give her was that the rest were busy.yup.it would be better and more fun if the rest were here.disappointment indeed.cindy,grace and i went to have dinner at the Amara Hotel burger king 'cause of the promotion of bags and accessories downstairs.since this was the first time grace came to tanjong pagar area,we brought her around.grace wanted to see some office buildings,so we brought her to anson road.in front of the CapitalMall we sat and we chit-chatted like usual.it seemed that this time round we talked longer.well, [to grace and cindy:thanks for accompanying me and always be there for me.thanks for lending me your ears.im sure you can sense my mood at that moment right?yup.those stuff had never gotten out of my mind.they stayed and created this grey grey world of mine.anyway,you guys are the ones my soul would most likely turn to in times of confusion and uncertainty because you all gave me trust which i can believe in.i love you both.]last but not least i also wanna give my hearfelt appreciation and thanks to yy.[to yy:scoldings made me numb.people scolded me,told me off right in my face,persuaded me,consoled me etc..but none works.i know that you have the welfare of my heart and you want me to learn to let go.i understand that.i'll wake up soon.thanks for your concern.i love you.]
[to cindy and grace:i saw no evil..you both understand what i mean?lol.]its yet another night to sleep through and reflect on what i did for the day.i think i saw the different sides of people around me.be it in school or somewhere else.
time reads 0034hr.its the beginning of a new day.take a deep breath and i shall start this day afresh.gone were yesterday's and last night's happenings.i wished some happened and some didnt.

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