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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, June 18, 2006
finally..after 8 long weeks since school started,a familiar and interesting topic is covered in math.my interest in math is back again.the past 8 weeks of math was nothing but a bore to everyone,especially to me.in class,i will either be scribbling on my notes,knowing nuts about what the lecturer is talking about,or i will be staring blankly at her.some other things i did in class include drawing "animals" on my notes,drawing smileys on my friends' notes,popping sweets as if ecstasy to increase my concentration level.i couldnt help but letting my mind and heart drifting further and further away from the classroom to my own wonderland.i did my best to stay focused and awake by gulping mouthful by mouthful of plain water because it can keep me hydrated and hence,more alert.what do i get in the end?shit like bloatedness.its not that i hate math.i love it.but a particular topic turns me off.it is graphs.oh my god.of course i wouldnt expect the level of standard in this topic to be the same as how it was taught in secondary school.it is like up the difficulty level as we go on.listening to the lecturer,i'd rather study on my own.geez.she just rattled on and on and the whole lecture was so damn boring and lifeless.i think it is her tonality that create this kind of atmosphere.her tone was mono-tone.in the end it got us students to become stones.lab session was no better either.we just followed what she did.click everything as instructed.in between when the session really got meaningless,playfulness got us.some of us either chatted on msn,logging in to friendster,or busy enjoying and giggling about the video clips in youtube.all these are the usual things we will do,to get our mind connected back to soul again.now,indices is the next topic.yay~at least this kinda of topic im more interested in because it can never fail to earn my full concentration.though my skill does get rusty over time,im polishing it up once again.i want to make it shine shine shine!!!!it seems that other than math alone,other modules' topics are getting more and more interesting,at least to say that ive learnt them before so i wont get so lost along the way.

[to monkie:ive picked the thing i want.and i will strive for excellence.trust me:)]

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