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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Monday, July 31, 2006
yesterday was crescent's 50th speech day.it was made into a grand event with ex-crescentian stella ng and minister of education mr thaman gracing the ceremony.i went back to receive the bronze award for my o levels result.honestly speaking,unlike my other S1 classmates,i dont have any feeling for the school at all.sometimes i regret being in the school.sometimes i feel sad for having to be trapped in the school for 4 entire years.my heart yearns for a place in gess.yea..ive made the wrong decision.foolishly and impulsively.over the years crescent achieved alot and rose to a standard not to be belittled.just like how people in the public sing praises for it,i too am proud of its achievement.feeling proud is one thing.but i was neither happy nor felt attached to the school.in other words,i dont feel my presence there as the vital sense of belonging is just nowhere in search.yesterday i brought my daddy along to feel proud of me as his daughter.i want him to feel and witness the hard work ive put in all these while and that it paid off.the first part of the ceremony was all about viewing the video of the school's heritage.during some parts,i guess im touched by certain things.i dont know what has gotten over me.i actually felt touched out of my numbness for the school.cant really believe it.yea..i almost teared especially when we sang the school song and when we did the school cheer.perhaps the ceaseless passion others felt for crescent has touched my heart.seeing them initiating and doing the cheer so enthusiastically,my mood was uplifted.
in the past,only some things about crescent left their traces in my heart.it was mr loh and PAT.silly as it seems,i guess my friends will know what is the great thing about PAT im talking about.mr loh was the best form teacher one could ever dreamt of and this makes me proud and fortunate to be in his class.his care and concern and those thoughtful stuff he did for us will always be etched deeply in my memory.perhaps not every single one of my classmates will appreciate it,but as for me,i gotta thank him from the bottom of my heart to show my gratitude for him.im proud to be his student and i can tell he's proud to be our teacher too.

[actually deep down, i felt something for the school somehow.]

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