i learnt some things these few days,be it a valuable lesson in life or just as simple as how to operate a machine.candice made me realise that in life,we musnt always say sorry especially when its not our fault.i self-reflect on my own attitude and impression which i give to people.in their eyes,i may be one who's an easy target to bully.i may appear to be soft and vulnerable because i always apologise even for things which are not screwed up by me.is this an occupational habit?when i was a sales promoter,we must say sorry most of the time to appease our customers.if we fail to do so,they may lodge a complaint to the big shots.yes,the habit of saying sorry has stayed in me and almost become my way of life.i could still remember the day when i shopped at a supermarket with dar and ping han for the class bbq.a woman was standing beside me looking closely at the products.when she wanted to put the product back on the shelf,she dropped it.the silly me actually said sorry to her.can you imagine?thats damn embarassing.what did i apologise for?im neither the promoter nor the one who caused her to drop the stuff.i really gotta thank candice for making me realise my own mistake for not being smart and sort of crushing my self-worth.sorry should be the hardest word ever to come out from our mouth,yet i say it like nobody's business.
next,i learnt how to use the multi-function machine which comprises scanner and photocopier.i still feel a lil afraid of using it,in fear that i may spoil the machine if i press any button wrongly.yea..im blur..
you know something?today was the first time ever i sat motor.jeff rode me to orchard to look for books for self-enrichment.that was awesome!!!!!!!the feeling was like he's racing or something though he did not speed.the wind blew ferrociously and i was on cloud nine.i gotta admit that the helmet was heavy and i had problem fastening the strap at first.never mind..i believe practice makes perfect!we went to taka and there was this mooncake fair at taka square.boxes and boxes of mooncakes just made me drool.i want my greentea mooncake(preferably with yolk)!today i was dressed in black from head to toe and it reminds me of the days when i worked there.we ate some noodles(dont know whats the name either) and sausage with prata.yummylicious!
im going back to cgs next thursday to see my dear juniors attending the booster and of course to find suat hoon and mr loh.the exam period is near and i wish everyone good luck in the upcoming challenge to face.i believe with the help of IAG,everybody can achieve their goals!
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