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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams



Saturday, October 07, 2006
it's sheer endurance for these 2 taxing weeks.now it's the weekend again and this is the only time for me to catch enough of precious sleep and to chill.i guess next week's gonna be an exciting one because i will be doing dissection for the very first time in my whole lifetime.in secondary school,at most i would be cutting up some flowers or plants,thats all.next monday's will be a different story as i will be dissecting pig's eye.sounds gross yea?i choose to do the practical though we were given a choice to make.imgaine those vitreous and aqueous humor oozing out.eeew!haha.i think i better dont eat anything before the practical in case i puke.hence,keep my stomach empty!
some interesting things happened these 2 days.i saw kcube twice on thursday and i was wondering whether i will see him the next day.guess what?god heard my prayers.so i was saying that sometimes miracles do happen,if we keep believing.i was shy when i saw him on thursday at FC1.i didnt really dare to look back at him.however,yesterday when i saw him twice,he smiled at me TWICE.aww..so sweet..yes i was feeling damn tired in the mornings and throughout the day but his smile was something that gave me the extra energy to move on.hehe.seeing him really perks me up.
i had a dream last night (it's more of a nightmare!).it's kinda ridiculous but everything seemed so real.i shall not go any deeper into explaining but because of the dream,i cried.it has got nothing to do with snakes or whatsoever but it involves 2 people.it made me so sad.as compared to the dream i had on thursday night,they are worlds apart.thursday's one was a SWEET dream,so sweet that i dont even want to wake up from it.
oh ya,i cant imagine there's still someone who would act so childishly as to leaving lame comments on other people's blog.i guess these people either dont have a life,got nothing better to do or they just wish to feel good in escaping from their inferiority complex.so,the reaction we give should not be anger and brood over what they said.what we should do is to give a good laugh at it.these people are not worth our energy to be angry at.i recall that i had such experience before,somewhere last year when someone left a comment in my friendster blog.i reckon that i must have offended that girl and she must be someone i know.at that moment,i was both confused and angry.the anger was already reaching to my boiling point.however,someone taught me to forgive and forget and let things go because sometimes people are angrier at themselves than at others.be the bigger person and let go.his words instantly melted my anger away and this was one important lesson i had.from then onwards,i could hardly bother with such people.YAY



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