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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams



Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Burp~I'm so full..I gorged down a really huge amount of food just now. Guess that the amount is too big for my puny stomach to contain. I just came back from the CLS Entrepreneurship Talk. Funny as it was, I got to see 3 different kinds of speakers. I termed the 1st one as 'gu niang', or otherwise gay. 2nd one was rather ok and the 3rd was a joker. I got back my results for the 1st GEMS presentation today. It wasn't too bad, taking into account that almost everyone scored the same, but I wasn't very pleased with it as I felt that I could have done better. Who's to blame and what to blame? Myself for not grasping the foundation of presentation skills well and on the whole, my group for doing the project on such a poor topic. Pardon me to vent my frustration because our theme was rather lousy and it actually came from the group's brainstorm. I did not favor the idea right from the beginning but what to do, the majority always wins. Anyway, the lecturer awarded me a plus point for having good eye contact. Not too bad though.

The neighbour living a storey below my granny's house is awfully irritating! The woman's voice is as loud as the thunder, and I guess everyone could hear her scolding her child. You know how she punishes her boy?She actually locked him up in the house, after which she brought the other two kids out of the house. When I left my granny's place, I was happily singing a song, then the 2 kids looked at me pitifully. I initially felt embarrassed but later as i walked along the corridor, I could hear the boy banging against the window, trying to get out and he was screaming for his mommy. Talking about this, do you think this is an appropriate way to discipline or punish a child? Well who knows that the boy may be a naughty brat but i feel that this way of punishment is very heartless.
This thing happened to me before when I was much younger. I forgot what I did to get on the nerves of my mom until she locked me up in the toilet. Being locked up within such an enclosed place really frightened me. Psychological fright made me feel as if all the air had left the place and it left me feeling breathless. Ever since this incident, I'm very scared to be locked up. Another similar incident happened. When my brother and I were playing hide and seek at home, he locked me up in the storeroom. Can you imagine? The place was even smaller and it was pitch dark then. I was frightened like hell, so much so that i wasn't able to think that I could actually turn on the lights.

Things like these do happen because the parents take this as a channel for punishment. In the heat of the moment, they did not think how much it's going to impact in our lives. Yes, we may change for the better by being more obedient to our parents later on, but who can guarantee that other than this change fear/phobia is not going to haunt us?




























finally.
today is the day.
happy birthday!
hope you realise it.

:)

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