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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, February 23, 2007
Happy New Year to all!

Before CNY has even knocked on our doorsteps, I was wondering whether I have the opportunity to go to pat's house. I've been choking on this question ever since but I didn't have the courage to pop it to him. Why? Because I know that the answer will not be what I want to hear so instead of meeting a dead end, why not I just move on? Perhaps time is not ripe yet and meeting the folks is nowhere in sight.
I have bad panda eyes these few days despite for the fact that I've been sleeping like a log. This holiday is the best time to replenish all the energy I had lost by recovering all the sleeping hours, as much as possible. Quite true. I sleep and sleep until I grow lazy...Didn't accomplish much but today I decided to do something!!! Yep, I did the laundry and ironed all the clothes. Ironing is my forte ya..Creases gone gone gone!
The not-so-bad thing is that I have learnt something this holiday. Cycling made me realise that one should be forward-looking. Pluck up courage and give your future a dash forward. When we keep harping on our present state, things get more and more shaky. On the other hand, we should not be afraid to meet challenges. Though it gets a little uneasy in the beginning, who can say that it will not be smooth-sailing following on? I finally mastered the skill of making turns through knocking against the walls and bins and there were so many times the bike collapsed on me. Life without adversities will definitely not make a fruitful learning journey. Agree?
Perhaps I have changed. There is always this wild inner child in me which I have not displayed over the years or even up till now. How can I unleash it? I want to be a bad girl, can I? Of course excluding smoking etc..I wanna stay out. I wanna break my curfew. I wanna be a wild chic. I wanna be more daring. I wanna go pubbing.

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