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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, March 18, 2007
my heart is so heavy right now. i want to cry and i need someone to hug badly. i really don't understand how someone can be so nasty. can't he just spare us 15 mins? we're not forcing him to buy anything as yet. we just want to show him an interesting fact about water. it's just a short live demo. he can treat it as learning something new today, expanding his knowledge or he can even share today's eye-opener experience with his friends. how come his insight is so shallow? how come he only sees things from one angle and not the other? how come he can't see the bigger picture or think out-of-the-box? the most frustrating thing is the kind of attitude he shows to a visitor. there's a chinese saying which says "guo men shi ke", which means that whoever steps into our house, we must show them our warm hospitality. and guess what? he made garry wait for very long, giving excuse to bathe. cast this aside, the rudest thing is that he shuts himself in his room and refuses to come out. how would we feel? even though garry appeared like nothing has happened, we can't. as part of the family, my bro and i felt very bad just now. why make things so awkward right? when i knocked on his door, telling him that we're leaving, he doesn't even bother to send his guest. i thought he would open the door and allow garry to say goodbye to him.....but..the worst still happened.

well, this is the kind of unusually low EQ he has. i remember there was once when uncle wong came to our house while dad was still at granny's house watching vcd. i called him to inform him about uncle wong's arrival and you guess what happened? he continued to watch his vcd and only came back like 30 mins later. fuck him lah. if you put yourself in this situation, i'm pretty sure you'll come back home straight right? it's not nice to keep your guest waiting, moreover when that person's your friend. who he think he is? president or king ar?

at least 8th aunt showed a better attitude. when she knew that garry had come, she was asking where he was. i didn't say anything because dad'd around. he made everyone and everything so awkward. it's no wonder why his relationship with bro will never improve. i believe that everyone has a little pride and ego in ourselves and when it comes to being a man, his ego and pride is definitely higher than females. imagine that dad just "drove" his friend away. now it's not a question of how garry feels but rather, how bro feels. he's lost his pride undoubtedly. i understand bro's character. his face is as thin as a sheet of paper and a heart as fragile as a piece of glass. it's so obvious that dad did not spare a thought for his son. moron head!

i didn't know what to say to garry, except for repeated "sorry"s.
the "good" dad has put shame on his kids.
so fucked up. his brain needs a thorough wash man!
*pui*

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