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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, March 09, 2007
Is being competitive a good thing? I'd always love to stay at the peak and have an edge above others. That's being competitive to me because I think that without competition, there will be no improvement. Competition gives us a push forward, a drive to bring out the best in all of us. Frankly speaking, I love competition and this eventually becomes a motivation to me and somehow or rather, it also reminds me of something called perseverance. I'm not being a difficult person here, you see. Perhaps due to the environment I grow in, I want to outshine as many people as possible. Though it's not a needed requirement, this is a pressure or criteria I give myself. I know myself well enough to notice that I'm one person who works well with deadlines, if not I will be slacking all the way. Being competitive tells me as and when to slack or be diligent.

I've gotten back my results but I'm not exactly very happy with it. Everyone says that I've done very well. Hmm..personally I feel that I've improved alot and the results are certainly not bad. The thing that upsets me is that stupid gems, causing me to lose a 3.7 at least. I could have done better, that's what I told myself. I will be following cube this semester with regards to his choice of gems. Hope he choose wisely..

I still remember during the time when I received my O's, the very person I thought of at that instant was Gary. This time round, it was Patrick. Weird as it seems, I almost reached out for my phone that night wanting to give him a call. In the end, I didn't. Why does the same thing have to repeat itself? That time I didn't call Gary, and this time it's no different. So I just sent him an sms. But I called cube! Though he did not pick up the call, I know just as much that he will be happy for me. Well, Pat's happy for me too! Cube helped me alot in this examination and probably because of that, I wanna call him personally.

Hmmm..another week to pass before I can finally go out with Pat. That's his promise and hope he will not forget. Glad that he has some similarities with me..hehe *zip*..Does a girl always hope that her bf will walk around with her, no matter how short it will be? Ehhh..I do feel that way. Just a simple walk is deemed as romantic to me!

See..afterall I'm still an easy person to get along with =p


*Smile like this!*


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