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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, March 23, 2007
bet ya dont even know what happened.
i was terribly hurt, hurt by what he's said.
some things are just so fucked up.
fucker.
i gritted my teeth very hard just now, clenching my fists tightly, not allowing myself to shed a single tear.
i endure all the pain. im never going to give up.
so PLEASE STOP GIVING ME NEGATIVE INFLUENCE OR PRESSURE.
i know what im doing.
if its encouragement, i will gladly accept all.
but if you're just asking me to quit, c'mon. save these words for yourself.
excuses and excuses i've heard, but none ever brought me disappointment as much as tonight's.
UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED.
just now something flashed past my mind: what if i really rebel?
lemme tell you, i will if im being forced to the corners.
so please allow some lee-way if ya dont want things to turn ugly.
i started the day with almost 100% confidence after what thomas has said last night.
i was HOT HOT HOT! ready to chiong all the way!

really wanted to call garry up just now to meet him at my house downstairs.
perhaps he's someone i can turn to right now. but i dropped the idea seeing that it was already late.
fortunately, he rang me just minutes ago.
if you see me still hanging on, its simply because i believe in all he's said, especially this:
xiang xin yi qie jiu shi zui hao de an pai
up till now, these words are still fresh in my head.
well, he heard me just now when i was on the downside of my mood.
who can i really turn to?
i feel that pat..............maybe because i dont wanna disturb him, knowing he's stressed enough.
or perhaps..? i feel that he doesnt seem to be the one i can turn to leh.
i keep everything to myself, he too did the same.




children are not born to be ingrates ok????!!!!

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