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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Monday, May 14, 2007
anger+disappointment+fed up and everything's written on my face.
i don't need to talk. just kept very silent.
i'm too moody to talk, to hear and to feel.
you know what's numbness?
seems like i'm experiencing it now.

and now then i finally understand that being angry needs alot of energy.
im so hungry now.
i locked myself in the room just now, pretended to be asleep.
though i was feeling tired at first and thought of taking a short nap,
i became even more awake.
i cried.
how come mommy's like that?
how come all aunties are like that?
how come granny is like that?
how come i'm like that?
how come that fella is like that?

hello.
did you call really out of concern?
did you feel peculiar about my absence?

earlier on you miss called me.
then i miss called you twice.
and you miss called me twice.
for the last two calls, i knew you called.
but i didn't pick up the phone.
i let it rang and in the end i switched off my phone.
sorry, i just don't feel like talking.

in school, i understand fully how it feels to be outcasted.
okay, i just kept quiet.
i hate those people who flocked to the more popular groups.
today i made it clear that i wanted a change in pract partner.
since you like to hang out with others, then this will be a very helpful decision.

lemme vent some anger.
i hate people who love to stick out their long long tongues when they take pics.
gross!


as for that fella..
please leave me alone for now.
maybe i will call you back later or tomorrow.

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