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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, May 06, 2007
geez.
when did it all start?
i don't even feel its presence.
the only thing i know is that all my emotions swayed to you uncontrollably.

read david's blog and saw the beautifully done up vision board.
well done boy!
see that he has his own goals, that of a dream car and etc..
whereas for me, can i paste your picture up there?
i have no confidence in achieving this goal though.
there are many girls out there and because of this, my morale went low.
that's me at my lowest point,
when i ever doubt myself.
i know that miracles exist but i never dare to manifest the thought that it would ever happen to such an ordinary girl like me.
so if im praying for a miracle now, im just foolishly hoping the impossible.
hmmm..has it got any link with my like for vinegar?hehe

just like what i told rena just now, i wish to see you again even though we may have parted for like 1 day or even 1 minute.
turning my back to see your silhouette leaving my visual field, i get the urge of following you.
what's the fuss about you?
boy, it's your smile and eyes.
they are like electricity to me which gives me a shock when i fall for them.

i still feel some distance away from you leh..
c'mon..i don't wish history to repeat itself.
-thinking of you-

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