<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8551347?origin\x3dhttp://afterthe-rain.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>




stories biography escapes archives


the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
i don't understand if office politics runs everywhere.
is it because of me?
i will feel better if it's not the case.
but, contradictingly, i will smile if it's me.
because this means that he cares for me.
wishful thinking leh.
maybe he sees it as just a responsibility.
boohoo!

qh's birthday celebration today at fc2.
i didn't turn up.
well, you can say that i did this on purpose.
but im not being a difficult person here, you see.
the thing is i see no difference with or without my presence.
i kept quiet during pract.
until ruth had to join me and ann-marie.
see, what's ATTITUDE now?
how will ya feel huh?
my next pract partner was ruth.
wah sian.
when i was focusing really hard using the phoropter and retinoscope, damnit she almost dozed off.
most of the time i had to remind her to open her eyes big when her lids were almost drooping.
so uncooperative!
i ALMOST spurt out the unpleasant words man!
don't drive me to the corner okay??!!

GUASA GUASA GUASA!
miraculously true after understanding my ailments from the signs and symptoms.
my health is in a mess..
need venus gold!
haha..i felt back ache when returning home.
guess that's the after-effect of guasa..

when he looked at me and i looked at him..
does it mean that our eyes actually met?
very beautiful, his eyes.
ahhh..can die in them..
it will be best if our eyes can do the talking.
lets remain silent for awhile.
shhhhhh.......................
may our hearts and eyes connect.

-010507-0138