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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, April 22, 2007
how true can feelings be?

he called again today.
lemme recall the kind of feeling when i first saw his name appeared on my handphone screen.
hmm..it was some sort of eagerness, wanting to hear from someone important quickly.
then when i heard his voice,
the feeling was....hmm..
wanting to keep the conversation going, for as long as possible.
the kind of never wanting to hang up.
but the thing is, our topic encircled the same thing over and over again.
just like a roundabout which seems impossible to get out of it.
i wanna engage a new topic which may help me to know him better..

feelings, to me, is like a trap.
i fear of getting bruised over and over again, but i always fall for it knowingly.
just when i think that something is working its way out, disappointment never fails to work its way through instead.
have you ever had the same kind of feeling of wanting to confess to that person right in his face instead of plain waiting?
ANSWER is something we want, but we're always beaten by the opposite reply.
AHHHHHH
hope he doesn't treat me like a little girl..or worse his sister.

his voice and everything comes like a sunshine, even in the rainy days.
a tinge of warmth sizzles up in my heart..
and it brings a smile!
this is how he brightens up my day.

*ya know what? above are all typed using my left hand. right hand's immobile because im waiting for the nail polish to dry. hehe*

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