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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Monday, April 16, 2007
ROTTEN FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i always thought that a little sacrifice is worth it if it can bring us the unexpected.
BULLSHIT!

i sacrificed my lesson time..was late for school on the first day.
waited for some people to explain filing..
the response was rather positive and i thought that it should be going my way..
guess what?
when i reached home in the evening, i was thrown a bomb!
help ar!!!!!!! i seriously got no more time left!!
you know this kinda feeling..can make me cry you know?
i wanna cry out loud.
was tired but remained positive and optimistic about my result (thanks to garry)
even when others said that its impossible, i still tell them that i can surely hit 8k.
but my reply today was almost like "ya lor..can't hit le"
im almost there!! only left the last lap to complete.
the stupid tiny weeny bit..garry asked me to continue the way like how ive achieved the 6k so far..
eeeeh..now this method is stuck. not working anymore..
my throat is so dry and pain..
and today did the stupid idot near vision test during practical.
gotta read the bailey lovie chart over and over again until my throat hurts.
and i parted with 70 bucks for uber expensive X-cyl lens..
merely two small sets yet they cost so much!!

do you have anything for my throat?
now i understand why gary's job is "talk and talk and talk some more"
i needa talk alot too..until larynx screams for rest.



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

it's not only you who's anxious for me ya know?
im even more stressed than you k.













pat says "be right back..go bathe" in msn
and he's never back.
went offline after that.
foolish me still keep the conversation window open.

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