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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Thursday, April 05, 2007
WHY?
why must everything end up in such a state? i thought that this time can be an exception..
you shouldn't have said things to make me fall so deep into it.
why did you have to run away after i make my 100% commitment?
you told me that you dislike my nonchalent attitude at first, so i change.
i feel more for you and express all that i've felt but instead i get your retreat in return.
if that's the case, you should have just let me remain the way i am.
i believe that it's easier to change ourselves than to change other people, thus i changed to suit you.
i wanted to match you in all ways preferably.
you said you wanted to keep a low profile, so i remain silent.
you said that you're busy, so i left you with all the available freetime, burning our weekends away.
you said you wanna spend Valentines day with friends, i felt sour but leaves no objections.
you gave empty promises, not once but twice, but again and again i still believe in you.
you encouraged me in every exams, and i scored very well because i was blessed to have you.
you gave your kisses to me and i thought i own the whole world.
remember that forfeit game? that was nice..
remember the book selling event? i felt close to you.
remember what happened at eunos? i felt eternity.
remember bedok market? we shared the best food and you said you wanna feed me fat.
remember the tees you bought me? we certainly look like a couple.
remember the lollipop you gave me from your office? i still keep it with me.
remember what happened in office before bookselling? what a special saturday morning, i thought. there's your 'good morning' and something fuzzy burns in my heart.
remember the morning kisses in your car? im so damn lucky to have the front seat all by myself and the people in the vehicles next to us must be green with envy.
remember what happened in the cab, you gave me something which i thought would represent everlasting love.
remember our first date? you held my hands and walked along the streets.
remember the movie? you gave me your jacket. it came as a shock at first but deep down i was warmed by your gesture.
remember the escalator? that's our first hug dude.
remember the pub? you taught me so many stuff. and you'd rather shiver than to have your jacket back. your hands were freezing cold but you still wanna leave the best for me.


these i will never ever forget..

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