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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams



Wednesday, April 25, 2007
FUCKING HELL.
I HATE BREAKOUTS!
& IT MADE ME SICK.
FEVER AND DISCOMFORT BECAUSE OF A STUPID VIRAL INFECTION.

i switched off my phone today and so some of you might have gotten late replies from me,
or worse still, some of you might not even be able to reach me if you called. my apology.
when i switched on my phone, i saw his sms.
feeling upset over my silly feelings for him, i ignored it.
i wanna deliberately avoid him.
i wanna pull back, retreat, and stop being reliant and nice to him.
i'd rather be the girl he've met initially.
but still, i picked up his call in the end.
there's always this sweetness in my heart whenever i hear his voice.
thanks for your concern :)

laid on mattress and watched THE SECRET dvd.
at first i thought that it was a documentary, if not a da vinci related show.
after watching for like 1/2 hour, doubts were still floating in my head.
then i finally got the message.
it was telling us about energy>feelings>vibrations>attraction>what the universe can give us.
hmm..this is very interesting to me.
so stop thinking about the impossible, it says.
even if the dream we have seems far-fetched, we can imagine the scenario when we really possess them, and viola! it can happen to us!
there's this thing called "the visual board" which works by sticking our dreams onto this board and dreams could come true.
haha..it's just an ordinary board, you see..
it's how you believe it and work for it that counts.
fulfilling relationships? health? wealth?
just unravel THE SECRET.
those well-known people in history like edison, einstein, beethoven etc..
have you wondered what made these people so great?
yes, it could be their inventions.
but behind all these, lies the essence of THE SECRET.
they merely made the impossible lunatic thoughts into POSSIBLE REALITY.
ahah.
3 magical words:
THOUGHTS BECOME THINGS!
whatever thoughts we may have, they can be presented in reality.
because in normal circumstances, thoughts often lead to feelings.



so, what are my thoughts about him that lead to my present feelings huh?
-baffled-
rena said that i may have taken a liking for him.
hmmm..is that the case?

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