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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Thursday, July 26, 2007
it didn't help at all.
moments ago i thought of removing him from my featured friend list in friendster.
i removed him, thinking of finding someone else to replace him.
but but but..
ironically i added him back again and this time round he's my #1.
siao liao~
why can't i just successfully get him out of my life?

i still can't familiarise myself with the word "independence".
how?
rarrrr..
i'm too emotionally dependent on him, but isn't this the case when that person is the one you like?

how can i make you jealous?
how can i know the level of friendship?
how can i make you like me?



since fate brought us together, where are we heading to ultimately?





when you saw me and C in the darkened control room only,
what was the feeling when you stepped in?
you know what?
i was peeping outside, looking at you.
my visual field is none other than scanning the crowd and picking you out of the rest.
XXXXX, wo zhen de hen xi huan ni!!!!!
ni zhi dao ma?
ni gan jue dao ma???

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