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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
just finished bathing and hairdrying and everything.
tired day and my feet and lower back hurt because of the damn heels.
it was the cosmetic roadshow and i did the catwalk.
sometimes(seriously speaking), i dislike people calling me cute.
don't know why but i don't really have that kind of vibe for this word.
the stubborn mindset just attach "cute" to "girl", "baby", "childish" and "immature".
yet over and over again, people keep calling me that which made me rather irritated.
well, to them it may be a praise but to me, it's an unpleasant remark.


it saddened me when he.......we just didn't talk too much tonight.
i feel that things ain't right.
why must they push me to someone whom i don't like?
i don't like such teasing!!!!!!!
it gets so frustrated when the other person who was being teased isn't the one i like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES I'M MAD AT Y'ALL.
i almost broke into tears you know?
& when the wrong person stood so close beside me during photo taking, i got to like keep a distance away from him.
and i'm sad that you always had to say "message me when you reached home".
what's this?
what if i didn't call you back?
what if something had happened to me along the way?
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCOMPANY ME?

[GO, sometimes i feel that we're so different in our thoughts and the way we do stuff. you just couldn't stop saying that i have not grown up. you know how it feels? my heart almost tear apart. these words.........they actually came from your mouth. it seems as if i just cannot reach out into your world and i can't fulfil all your wishes. do you really feel that you're talking to a kid?i'm standing beside you yet i suddenly felt that we're so distant?G.................................give me a chance can?)

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