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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
alrighty.
this is supposed to be a light-hearted entry.
indeed there will be some funny stuff but i can't confirm if you'll share the same thought as me............................

yesterday was really filled with surprises, which got me into a state of shock momentarily.
i received sms-es and testimonials and stuff.
some sms-es from SOME people really caught me unexpected.
who would have imagined that these people who seemingly disappeared from the surface of the universe would suddenly re-surfaced again?
these people include my sec school classmates, ex co-workers and even patrick!
oh my god!
i've been searching for this person for quite some time and now he finally showed up!
he's got me crying my heart out when he chose to leave.
can you understand my feeling yesterday when i received his sms?
fuck.
all those "dear" and "muacks"
hello.....please..i say please.....please don't fool around with my feelings again.
I'M NOT INTO YOU ANYMORE!
that's the bad point about him.
i promised GO that i will look at the good side of people instead.
so yea..i really appreciate those birthday wishes.
it's like i'm still remembered after such a long time of losing contact with them.
the feeling is shiok right? haha.
anyway, thanks my firends!
even a simple wish made my day! :)


and some people are really a joke themselves.
i mean..sometimes..when i was dropping a hint to an intended person, the message got across to the wrong person.
the right person didn't get the message but the wrong person heard it instead.
it's not that i'm irritated but this wrong person acted as if he's my bf that kind, you know?
all those messages and sometimes i actually felt bad for not replying back.
'coz i'm just not interested in him..my dear.
some things just ain't right...............................................................
i knew that those reasons he gave for sending me back home were plain excuses but it's just that i didn't expose them.
please........please...i can go home by myself.
or, i would say that i can go home with someone else...only GO.
hais..headache!



last night; an interesting dream.
i dreamt of taki!
i dreamt that i attended his pick-a-brush workshop and he was there and ya.................
*kekekekekez*
sweet dream, really.
and this morning i received a call from my colleague, asking me to be the model for an oncoming cosmetic showcase.
must catwalk again liao..
wheeeeee~
my love:)
but it would be so damn nice if i can be taki's model for his workshop instead.
hehehehehe..FAT HOPE!

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