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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Thursday, August 23, 2007
hoho.
which is then the real thing?



i'm baffled.
by what C said just now.
we were chatting in our usual way but i forgot which topic led us to chat about something called "telepathy".
i told him that GO knows me very well, from inside out and it's plain scary that he could sense what i'm feeling at that moment when i just looked into his eyes.
just a body gesture or something, he's already got his mind hooked into mine.
as for me, i wish to know him better.
i could have stared at him but it just meant as if i was searching aimlessly into his heart.
a tortuous road to his soul.
i can't figure out what he's thinking!

so i asked C whether my facial expression is the thing that betrayed my thoughts.
he opposed vehemently that it was something more than that.
he said that if you like someone, you will understand that person very well.
then he said: "it's because you dislike him (GO), that's why you didn't understand him very well."
"who says that i dislike him????!!!!!!!!" ( in my heart i was thinking..i like him so much manz...)
"is from the way you talk to him, can sense that you don't like him."
"huh? what's wrong with my tone?"

walaoz. if that person doesn't matter to me so much, i couldn't even care a hood about him lor.
i like him lah.

once again. am i thinking too much?
maybe he's just as nice to everyone.
especially to subordinates, like me?

he left earlier tonight.
before he left, he told me he's got other things to do and we bid farewell.
my heart suddenly felt empty.
disappointed.




GO~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you give me a chance to know you better?
can you give us both a chance to be together?
(i just swallowed those questions back into my heart)
wo xi huan ni.
it's growing stronger each day.


i'll be away in m'sia until sunday.
hope he won't leave me alone like that time in genting.


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