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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, August 11, 2007
3S Seminar
followed by video recording for NLC appearance.

during the shooting, i tried hard to memorise the script and stuff but that did not pose much of a problem though, 'coz i sorta rehearsed at home and moreover the script was written by me.
first recording was okay but because my time over-run, recorded over and over again with my speed increased this time.
now, here comes the problem.
when i increase my speed, there is a greater tendency for me to make mistakes.
what a perfect timing for him to come into the room just then.
shit lah..he said some things to me which affected my mood.
how come he just can't seem to get it?
it's not that i always depend on him to do stuff or to come over to my place.
the thing is that by doing so, it gives me a better excuse to see him more.
get it?
i can have him coming over to my house more often, or to simply meet up to get some stuff.
yah..so he said i'm over-dependent on him.
now imagine this.
if you were me, how would you feel?
and he just had to tell me all this during the shooting.
after that, i had 5 NGs in a row.
whenever my mind floats to what he had said, it became a blank space and i forgot my next line.
hence, i gotta re-do over and over again.
damn thirsty.

before we parted, he said:
"hui jia xiao xin..ni hai shi chuan shang jacket bah.."
(be careful when you go home. i think it's better for you to wear the jacket.)
precisely.
and 3 cheekopeks from rival company whistled at me this morning when i was just outside elken.
yucks manz. their sight never left me even when i was entering the main door.
see and see and see all the way.
raw-rrrrr!!!!
you see..i never worn dresses to work before.
since i had to do shooting, i gotta wear something more presentable.
so i just wore a black m)phosis dress.
at the coffeeshop, those uncles were also staring.
it's him who thought that i'm feeling cold, so i just removed my jacket.
now, he asked me to wear it back.
joke!
never mind, i just take it as a form of concern.
hehe

tomorrow.
i'm going down to support him!

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