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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, August 04, 2007
wah..why like that?
why am i so forgetful?

you know what?
he gave me another apple just now.
i was so damn happy manz!
was thinking deep inside in my heart "good. now i have two apples in my fridge liao.."
i held it in my hand, feeling the warmth that it brought.
i turned it in all directions, playing with it, admiring it, feeling damn cocky that i have an apple.
just then i had nature's call.
& after coming out from the loo, i left without even remembering about the apple.
it was only when i reached tg pagar that it striked upon my memory.
C saw that i panicked just now and i was frantically digging into my bag.
he thought that i lost my mobile, but in fact it was just an apple.
nope, that wasn't any ordinary fuji apple.
it was a very special apple from him...
heard from him that it was eaten up by david. :(
my apple~




he didn't send me home tonight.
but i thought that this would be better 'coz i need some distance away from him,
if not...
....
..
.
i do not want to land myself in a situation whereby i can't live or do without him.
perhaps the distance is just right this way.



i wonder if he ever noticed that we're not talking in the usual manner these few days.
hope he won't think that i'm angry or upset with him.
i don't know why, others said i pout.
it's not that i pouted, but seriously there's nothing for me to laugh of.



now, i just want to escape from your eyes.
NYSTAGMUS: jerking eye movements.
that's what i wanna do to prevent any eye contact.













my feelings are in total inverted motion!















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