<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8551347?origin\x3dhttp://afterthe-rain.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>




stories biography escapes archives


the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, August 12, 2007
i totally agree with sirlina.
in fact in reality i don't go for guys purely because of looks, though it does matter somehow.
i will more likely go for someone who has some sort of humour which will entice me anytime in the moment.
this is then the zest of life.
well, he has it.


somehow or rather, i feel that our eye contact got lesser and lesser but nevertheless i can still feel his concern for me.

hmm..he broke his promise.
yes i know that he's not obliged to promise me anything but the fact is that he has already made one to me.
yer..so i was feeling quite disappointed today:(


but............
C and M told me something today which touched my heart.
to those who tried to contact me these 2 days, will know that i switched off my mobile.
he was looking for me.
last night after the seminar ended, we went separate ways.
he drove back, the rest took the train while i was alone taking the bus.
so yah..he couldn't reach me.
hence, he contacted M, thinking M was with me.
M couldn't reach me.
she then called C, sharing the same thought as him.
in the end, none of them successfully contacted me.
he was worried for me!!!!!! though he kept saying: "please lah..on your phone leh.."


the same thing happened tonight.
i went to have dinner with the rest while he and M left first.
before he left, he asked whether i'm going home
(in fact, he's asking whether i'm taking his car)
as i was walking in the carpark when he and M were already in the car, i pretended to smile and act cool then finally waved goodbye to 'em.
the feeling was errr...quite uneasy.
gotta admit that the weather today ain't exactly too good.
been raining at intervals which was rather irritating to me.
when i was in the train, he smsed me.
"reach home le?"
then another one asking me where was i and told me that it was raining quite heavily at my place.
lastly, he apologised for breaking his promise.
when i read his sms, my heart felt so warm and i actually had a feeling to cry.
cry because i was so damn touched.
think the whole world must be gleeing over the fact that i'm finally back into action!
sylvia can be contacted again!




disappearing now and then seems to become one of my habits.
perhaps it's out of good intention 'cause sylvia will then know who truly care for her.
sylvia wants to be loved.
sylvia wants her existence to be felt and not to be taken for granted.
sylvia wishes to hear something like "where are you?", "reach home le?"
of course, other than him, your words do matter a great deal to me.
if only i can see the worried look of his............tell you..i will surely run into his arms.





only he could sense whether my smile was genuine or fake.
amazing huh?
yes, he has this power.
only he could sense whether my words were genuine or sarcastic; honeyed or thorny.
all these i could not hide from him.
so i just let it be natural.
C said that if we mean alot to one person, then he/she will notice what we say, which is our tone and stuff.
i still remember that time at bukit timah plaza he asked me why my words were so full of thorns.
so yeah.........
:D

-120807-2352 (8 more minutes to the start of lunar 7th month. i think i need someone to accompany me back home and to take the lift with me in the nights to come. now..who?)