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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Tuesday, November 20, 2007

i'm tired.
i need a rest.
i need a break.
i need a sleep.
how i wish i can just close my eyes forever and sleep and don't wake up, so i won't experience this painful thing called "sleepy".
i wanna close my eyes, so i won't see anyone in reality but in dreams 'coz they are more beautifully imagined than seen.
to some people whom i can't see, i just had to dream of them.
that's the only way to keep us close.
i wanna close my eyes, so no one will disturb me, irritate me, or scold me.
i wanna close my eyes, so i can cry in my sleep and pretend that all's in the dream.
the power of sleep..............am i into depression?
i finally knew what's about crying to sleep and crying to awake.
i experienced them all in a night.

nice~~~~~cry non-stop.


perhaps that's my way of relieving stress.

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