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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
i don't care if ya'll may call me fickle-minded.
'coz i can't deny my feelings anymore.
i've always thought that one should stay loyal and hang on in whichever relationship that comes by as it shows the depth of your true love.
now, my opinion changed a whole lot.
love is about chemistry and FEEL.
and this part is the weirdest thing!
you know, that feelings come and go as soon as in a split second and this is why some married couple cheat on their partners.
so, i think i may have liked him, purely because of some sparks that flew between us.
since that day, he has never left my mind.



i'm used to one-sided love and usually either the other person doesn't know how i feel, or reject me.
well, i still will not surrender to my fate!!!!



brain or heart?
which one will you choose to follow?
i guess i will not be able to go over and see him this weekend though how i wish i could fly straight to him.
due to some restrictions.
this may be my one and only chance.
do i have to miss it?
i hate to but reality doesn't permit.
HOW HOW HOW??????????????????????????????????????????
often, the most frustrating thing gotta be the contradiction between the heart and the brain.
yea..in reality i know that we're separated really far away and some unseen obstacles now seem to appear.
but my heart strongly calls out to him and i could almost abandon and disregard any concerns or objections.
if i have the money and the time, i could fly to wherever i want to see him.





& is it wrong to fantasize over someone?
i used to think that it's unethical but i'm very sure that each of us had at least once do so.
my friend had once honestly told me that he did fantasize about me.
errr..ok..
n we're still friends:)





u're irresistible, boy..

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